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Oh My Word for the last two days life for me seems to be nothing other than hell itself everything messing up my feeling like crap i mean i hate it i hope it dont last anylong cause if it does idk how much more i can take crying

Here is a song i listen to sometimes but instead of cut i like to think of it as just the self hurting in general.

CUT

I'm not a stranger, no i am yours,with crippled anger,
and tears that still drip sore, a fragile frame aged,
with misery,and when our eyes meet, i know you see

Chorus
I do not wanna be afraid, i do not wanna die inside
to breathe in, I'm tired of feeling so numb, relief exists
i find it when, i am cut

I may seem crazy, or painfully shy, and these scars wouldnt
be so hidden if you would just look me in the eye, i feel alone
here , and cold here, i dont wann die, but the only anesthetic
that makes me feel anything kills inside

Go to chorus

I am not alone, I am not alone, im not a stranger, no i am
yours, with crippled anger, and tears that still drip sore...
But i do not wanna be afraid, i do not wanna die inside just
to breathe in, i'm tired of feeling so numb, relief exists i
found it when i was cut

song by Plumb
heres the music video for the song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LEGoHi5HDn0