|
Oy, today's been sooo hectic. Shadow (My "other side" wink came out today and started yelling at all my friedns. Well, Kita told that apparently, Amaya (Her "other side" wink came out too and they were talking (for the 1st time ever, they were getting along! lol) and whatnot. Also, I guess I told Kaori about the whole Scisors thing yesterday...Rikku gave me a pair of scisors because I wanted to tease my friend. Well, in order to tease him, that meant making it seem like I was gonna cut myself (which I didn't) Well, when talking to Kaori, Shadow told her that I really wanted to cut myself...I've also been having weird thoughts about death lately too. This one was one that was mentioned in a conversation with Kaori. I was thinking this yesterday during P.E. when I was in a dazed mood:
"Death: the mind's perfect state...I wish I was there...Somewhere that no one can ever hurt me...Somewhere that no one can judge me for the way I act...And somewhere I can watch through anothers eyes, the pain and misery everyone's put me though and to see how they feel when I turned my back against them..."
Now Kaori's really worried about me along with Kita and other people like Halli...So, life sucks... -.- Not too pleased. So, um, yeah...That's it...
ALSO,
The last couple of days have been pretty interesting. Yesterday, Tatiana didn't show up and she moved (thank god), Patrick and I are finally talking again, and Cheteira seems to be a hell of alot happier too. This morning however, Kita came to school absolutely terrified...She wasn't too happy (duh). It took about 3 periods before she was back to normal again. Other than that, I think everything has been fine...So um, yeah...I'm gonna shut up now sweatdrop
 Prietess_Chicken · Wed Apr 06, 2005 @ 03:13am · 1 Comments |
