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May 19, 2007
So I went to meet Queenie and the rest of the guild at Old Town. My parents drove me since I've never been there and don't know how to get there. It's a really... Kind of icky touristy place. We didn't stick around. Her hotel was right near it so that's where we met. We stood around talking for a little bit and Queenie showed us a sample of a design she had made to put on shirts and things at her job. It was a banner that said Gaians of Florida and Rob's username. XD After that we went to go eat at Chili's, and my mom was there also, so we all just ended up sitting together. It was a really long wait for so many people. While we were waiting, Queenie surprised us all with shirts with the banner she had showed us and our Gaia names. I love the shirt, I can't wait to wear it to the next meetup. It's so cool I have a shirt now to represent my favorite guild on Gaia. XD So we finally got a table and ordered and stuff, and then things went really slow. MegaPony and her fiance showed up so it was them, Queenie, Kiss, Kon, Rob, and my parents. Anyway my mom has this thing about how she always gets bad service in resteraunts and sure enough it took forever for them to get everyone's food. Mine being last of course. But I got mine free at least. Everyone got their's at different times... And it was pretty bad, but at least we were sitting there talking and not in any hurry. There was this picture on the wall right above the table that had these people sitting there and then some woman standing with her back facing front and the way her butt was drawn... It was just weird... Like kinda lumpy and sagging... Anyway someone noticed it and said something about it so we were all laughing about that and I looked and one of the other people looked like they were just staring at it, if you followed the direction of their gaze it lead to her butt. It was pretty funny. When we finally left we stood outside talking for a while, Queenie had to leave for a bit because her husband had got there, and I was going to have to leave soon. We decided to go wait for Queenie at her hotel, so we were in the parking lot when my mom came back and I had to leave. Apparently after I left the others got to meet her kids and stuff... But I don't think they stayed a whole lot longer. I called Kaz on the way home. By now I was really annoyed with him because he'd told me he wasn't going to stay gone that long and it was just one thing after another. While I was on the phone with him, he started saying ridiculous things to his friends, like he was going to buy a bunch of condoms before coming to Florida again, as if I'd said we were going to have sex or something. I'd never agreed to that and now I definitely don't. I see that I still can't trust him not to go around telling everyone everything, even things that haven't even happened yet that he just assumes about. I think it will be a long time before I can trust him enough to go that far with him. He's too immature. It just pisses me off that he makes me sound like some slut or something he can just go and have sex with. It makes me not want to have sex with him when he makes me sound like that. It upsets me to hear him talk that way to his friends. He just has to respect for me when he's around them. This is why I can't stand him going anywhere with him. It's like I don't matter anymore. When I got home, I got a call from Eiyma and Chibi Heie! At The Disco. I was still on the phone with Kaz but I got off to talk to them, with Kaz saying he was coming home and would IM me. I trusted him, and I shouldn't have. At least I had a fun conversation with them, until they had to go. I took a shower real quick and then saw that Kaz still hadn't come back so I called him again. Now he was at his friend's house, the very friend who he said he wouldn't go to his house. So he'd lied to me several times that night, and continued to lie, saying that he was going home after he ate. I ended up screaming at him and he still wouldn't go home. I still don't know when he ever went home, because his phone battery ran down and he never got back online. I ended up staying up all night waiting for him when I was going to go to sleep early today, without a word from him. I finally fell asleep for about an hour, when I woke up again, I called him, and now his phone was working and he answered and had apparently been asleep. This pisses me off. He just has no thought for me or what I feel when he's around those people and it just makes me feel like he is using me. I think he likes to go around and tell people that he had a girlfriend and he's going to screw her the next time he sees her and blah blah blah and doesn't care about me as a person, just what he thinks he can get from me. I seriously think about leaving him sometimes, I'm just not sure if I should. I don't want another online relationship, and right now I think that's all I could get. I've pretty much already told all the guys in real life who seemed interested that I have a boyfriend, and they've found other girls. I don't know if any of them would even be any better anyways. So I got about two hours of sleep that day. I went to my friend's house in the morning, it was her birthday. We watched this weird anime thing with this boy who stood on his head with no underwear on... Anyway, Jamie as usual said rude stuff. She asked me about Kaz coming to visit or whatever since she didn't meet him when he came here. She took her hands and pulled her eyes slanted and asked me if he looked like that. Normally this would have pissed me the hell off and I would have got mad at her for being racist, rude, whatever, but I just laughed at it, because after the way Kaz had been last night, and how he lets his friends talk crap about me, I just don't care anymore. Jamie, who says rude things to everyone without thinking anyway, can just say whatever she wants about him because I don't care what anyone says anymore, I'm not going to tell them off for it anymore. But aside from being pissed off and tired, I had a good time. We went swimming, had pizza and cupcakes, played video games and just talked and stuff. Rachel insisted I play DDR, which I suck at, so I mostly played against Jamie, because she sucks too. I have to wonder what Rachel's other friend thought of Jamie. We know her from anime club at school, so this was the first time she'd met Jamie. XD I always wonder what people think of her just because of how she is... At least she didn't seem annoying today. But when it was just us three left Jamie got bored and wanted to go somewhere. She doesn't like playing video games which is what we were doing, so we went to Kmart. When we were there I found a Latios figure. I've been looking for one for some time ever since I got a Latias at Target. But Latias came by herself, Latios didn't, he came with Squirtle and Pikachu and something in a mystery box. Rachel said she'd pay for half and I could pay for the other half and she'd take the other things and I could have Latios. So we did that. We stood outside and opened the package. The mystery box just had a Munchlax marble in it. We went to Gamestop after that and then back to Rachel's house. Jamie played with Pikachu in the car the whole time. Rachel gave the Munchlax marble to her sister, who had been sitting on the floor playing with her other marbles. Me and Jamie ended up playing with her, she taught me how to play marbles... Even though I have marbles and stuff, I never knew how to actually play the game until now. It was pretty fun too. So the rest of the night we just played marbles and watched TV until we went home. Rachel ended up not wanting the Pikachu so I took Pikachu and Latios home.
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