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I have decided to start writing in here again. It not like anyone cares, but its for my own entertainment. My life sucks horribly. I am quickly becoming more depressed than i was last year... which is definitely not a good thing. Pretty much the only things that can make me actually happy are sharp things (guess what i mean) and my best friend. Another thing I'm doing is realizing how messed up i really am. I can now scare myself with my own thoughts. Its rather weird. Last night there was a huge spider on my bed and with my extreme arachnophobia i could barely fall asleep. I hope i get sent to a mental hospital or something like that so i wont end up killing myself, cuz that wouldnt be good. Today i made pretzels they were good. And right now im making pound cake for my moms b-day tomorrow. I love food and Slipknot.