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well wow did you notice I'm like always sick? hhaha oh well. I went to that wedding. It was quite fun, I almost cried when they were saying their vows ^^ the cake looked amazing, it was so big it had a waterfall in the middle! amazing! but yea had fun, drunk some, too much vodka I think but meh, I needed it. Danced a lot too surprisingly since I, ya know, can't dance. But my cousins kept pulling me to the dance floor with them so I didn't object considering I haven't seen them in forever. uh.. hehe while we were dancing we all took our shoes off and kept them off most of the night, It was downpouring, I was in a dress, it wasn't pleasant. So then the next day I started showing signs of sickness. I'm talking about a migrane that even my breathing hurt my head. I had a fever at one point and such. I didn't want to go to school but did, and I felt worse today. Buuuut since I missed so much time (8 days to be exact.. I'm only allowed to miss 10) they wouldn't call my mom. They said if I don't feel good later to go back but I doubt I will. It's kinda bad when you're afraid to go to the nurse. Yesterday they called my mom and since I didn't have a fever they suggested I just lay down for a little bit then go back to class. My mom agreed saying if I still don't feel better to go back. I was never told that so as I got worse during the day I had to tough it out. Oh well. All in all I've been pretty crappy. I talked to Justin a few days ago (ex before kev) he's back to doing drugs and stuff. I didn't think the no drugs would last long anyway. I also talked to Kev this morning and we were talking about us and stuff.. still no getting back together but meh, I suppose he's right. oh well. I feel kind of bad because since we've broken up I've had plenty of offers to go out with people and he's all "I'm not cheap, we just broke up I'm not gonna start dating someone that quickly" so yea... that's about all that's going on in my life.. I haven't been talking to spoodsy a lot, it sucks. I'm gonna try to talk to everyone more.. much love!!