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I'm not angry. My dad is the one who's angry- yelling at me and saying he would beat me again. Oh well, it's not like he'll kill me (sadly). I'm kinda tired now and my head hurts. I don't feel like I'm in a good mood, nor am I sad or depressed. I think what I did was shut down my emotions again. Oops... The last time I did that seriously, it lasted a couple years. Well, in that time I sure didn't shed any tears. But this is logically only temporary. Councillors are stupid and easily duped, I used my mom to divert her attention from me, showed sympathy compassion caring and was compliant. They're total idiots. You have to treat each child like a genius or the real murderers and killers will outsmart you in the end. I'm really good at writing-- the best way to bs work is to make the sentences long and complicated in the shortest time possible. Easy. I can write a story fast, but it just takes time to write it all down. What idiots humans are. living and dying seemed to be taken in the same breath since not only does it keep you alive, but it also slowly kills you....