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Yea, I'm still alive. Sorry to disappoint. I can't believe that happened!!! I shouldn't have gone to ShinRa, I nearly got them all killed. It was my fault ... I think. If I hadn't have brought Olette to fix that stupid microphone, she wouldn't have been hurt and she'd remember.

If I wasn't in the stupid building, Jenova wouldn't have gotten me and I wouldn't have been in the way of Rufus killing her stupid, b***h-a**! If I hadn't have gotten torn up, Kadaj wouldn't have had to turn on Jenova to stop her from hurting Rufus directly and then he wouldn't have almost drowned!

I'm a magnet for disaster. This is getting ridiculous. I lost so much blood, I feel so weak and useless. I still haven't gotten to see Ruru and Daji. The doctor said if I promise to take it easy and I don't tear my stitches, I could probably go home tomorrow. I hope he's right, there's a concert I want to go to.

My stomach looks hideous! there's four, big, diagonal gashes across the front hat have been stitched up, and one vertical gash on the front and back from where the sword went through. I look horrible! AND THE b***h SCRATCHED MY FACE! what the hell?!

If she did anything else to either of them, I'll ******** kill her. I already need to kill her to get my guns back ..... damnit, how the hell am I supposed to kill her without them?! I'm just some weak little girl, who am I kidding? I couldn't even stop myself from going to her.

this whole thing just sucks. I'm so sorry. How did she know?

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She better leave the light on this time crying