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Ah hello everyone.I'm sure you've all noticed my absence you see its a number of things........
First off I've got a play coming up.It's fun but taxing.I've ended up with two roles one as teen angel the other as Razz,leader of the pink ladies.I'm even helping with costumes XD Need to learn to say no!Gah thats a problem I never thought I'd have!

Next is my job lame but true.I've been helping out at my uncles garage.Lifting things fixing a few cars,errands and a few other things.((I.E Having to look after the dogs and wash the cars in the back.Plus having to sort out all his crap!Ah well I get good money XD))

Finally family troubles.Now I haven't told anyone about my family,least not on here much.Then well I'll have to start from the top now won't I?
Okay my mother is dead.Please don't say 'oh i'm sorry for you blah.......blah.......blah"since I didn't really know her.I was only three and she died of CF.((google that if you don't know it))Anyway I lived with my grand parents for a few years.Grand father died after my dad remarried.Last year my uncle,whom I was close, to died.Yadda yadda yadda.Now this year I've been putting up with grade A s**t.My step-mother has two kids.Both way older then me.One boy and one girl.No problems with the girl,shes actully great,in college and doing well.Now my step-bro is a whole other story.

He is taking alot of meds.He has a few mental problems but is actully pretty good.Now he was with one girl,who shall never set foot in my home again,for about 15 years.They had a baby-girl togther,who I love dearly,and all was well.UNTIL that is about six months ago.So you know this woman is bi-polar and will not take her meds.After a large fight they have broken up and court is still going on.My brother is taking all this blame after getting beaten.Anyway he is living with us and the crazy woman took my neice and took her to sudbury.I have been completely PISSED about this for a long time now to!Anyway he's been living in my house for months now and I really trust him.Accept on thursday there was a problem.

As I said before he's taking meds and he went way over the limit on one.Getting rather confused on how the damn things work.Well he was freaking me out the way he was acting,hallucinating abd twicthing out.Thank goodness my family was around.The only thing that really bugged me was when he grabbed my wrist and dragged me around abit.The look in his eye was what scared me the most,not for myself but for him.In the end I tore up the stairs and told my family.Like saints my freinds showed up with the best timing and I got the hell out of there for a few hours.When I got back he was going to the hospital.I'm just glad he's okay now........

So there!Now you all know what I've been doing.Don't worry everyone I'm just fine.Least my life isn't boring XD Talk to you all later!