• I hear the voices and the laughter
    They all point their fingers at me and scold
    They yell and ridicule me
    "The devils child" they call me
    They close in on me
    I close my eyes and curl up into my shell of Safety
    Knowing that my shell can't save me from the violence of the crowd
    They pick me up and push me around
    Shoving me, kicking me, pulling my hair
    They taunt me with words of pain
    "Stop it!" I yell
    They scream "cry, cry, cry,cry"
    I cry and I cry
    I get to my feet and push my way through
    I open my eyes
    Once again I am alone
    I lock my door
    Then the voices come back
    "Do it, Do it Do it!"
    No! No I won't do this!
    I can't do this!
    I shouldn't do this!
    I cry and pick it up
    I stare at it and it stares at me
    It smiles and winks telling me it's ready
    Just one last look at myself
    Seeing myself break down
    I pick up the phone
    "Goodbye everyone" were my last words
    I look out the window and I see the headlights
    I run away from the window and hear knocking at the door
    I hear the foot steps
    She comes to my door knocking
    "Please don't do it!"
    "Don't do it!"
    I stare at the ground and I turn pale
    "I love you" Was the last thing she heard me say
    ...bang....
    I lay there
    Dead but undead
    Knowing one thing
    That I am forever broken
    My body is cold
    My heart is stopping
    I take my last breath....