• Tears are forming
    I see you disappear
    Their coming fast
    Never to appear
    Floods are created
    The past is left
    Behind us now
    I try to leave it all away
    Throw that all in the back
    There is no turning away
    I try to stack it in a way
    I'm dissolving now
    Breaking apart
    Parts of me disappear
    I'm never whole
    You started that hole
    You didn't appear before my eyes
    My heart is gone
    When you left you took it
    On with this horrible day
    Don't look back
    It's too hard
    I do it anyways
    I can't handle
    Streams fall down my cheeks
    Into the ponds and lakes
    Gone forever
    I never knew
    It's so hard to comprehend
    My hand quivers
    I try to speak
    To scream
    To get you back
    Holler your name
    I can't tame it all inside
    Once your gone
    I yell at the top of my lungs
    I reach above and can't anymore
    Your gone
    I'm alone
    I wish it wasn't so
    I wish I were with you now
    A total mess I have become
    A total crime for all to see
    As I cry
    Clutching my side
    A dismal
    A shudder
    Waiting for you
    I jump
    Into the air
    Wind is everywhere
    Diving into what I created
    The waves crash against me
    My body is cold
    I don't realize the bitterness
    I feel nothing
    My aching heart was never cured
    The agony I went through but didn't know
    My body is lifeless
    Soulless
    Injured
    Your gone
    But I am the one forever dead