• Swimming in a pool of hatred and evil
    Climbing a tree to get away from all
    Swinging on the swing to be higher away
    Slide away from the terror and depression
    Running away from friends and family
    Bike away from everybody around me
    I will do all I can
    To be away from of life and hate
    But that impossible if I don't have anything to believe in
    Or if someone believed in me
    The wind haunts my soul in the night
    The fire use to brighten my heart, not no more
    The rain puts out my heart
    The thunder of the storm scares me every night
    The screaming of the night
    More haunting of death is taking over my mind
    Light is no more in my world
    The light as been watered down to put me into shame
    And make me feel so lame of who am I
    Looking at the puddle in front of me
    Made of the tears of my heart
    Seeing of this person whom I do not know
    Who is not me
    Who is someone who needs help
    Who is not someone that all can understand
    Who needs love everyday to stay alive
    Without love she will not live
    Without someone she is nothing
    Without her gun, she will not be at peace
    Without her knife, she does not feel protected
    Unlike her, I can live without my gun or knife
    But kinda like her, I cannot live without love
    Or someone by my side
    But I am trying to get away
    From all around me
    Away
    You cannot just to leave me here
    To die.
    Or are you just going to let me fall?
    Watch those who cannot swim
    Those who cannot support on their own
    Watch me fall into a pit of depression and hatred
    No matter how you can save me
    We all fall into a pit of depression and hurt and death
    A swirling wind whips my face until I'm in total pain
    In this hole
    Walk down this path through my heart
    The path narrows into nothing
    Walking on bloody sea
    The souls swim freely
    My sky is blood shot
    A sword pierce through my heart
    The sword is covered in blood and hurt
    Sitting on a stool
    Dripping in blood and tears
    My tears poor from my eyes
    Causing a bloody puddle below my feet
    Rip the sword out of my heart
    Stab it again and again
    The hurt is as traveled up through my heart
    To my brain and down my to feet
    My whole body is in total pain
    I blame the world for doing to me
    The terror, depression, hatred, fear, hurt.
    I need to getaway
    The darkness surrounds me
    Glowing eyes is the only light
    Away from all this, but I just can't
    The pain can't leave quite yet it's not done
    All the pain will leave when I am dead
    My life is pretty much done
    But pain won't take it
    It's going to take one my paths that it has yet not taken away
    From me yet....
    My dreams and hopes
    But those shall not last very long
    By the way that it has been going through me
    I get down on my knees and beg for all this to end I can't take it anymore
    I'm in tears, curl up into a ball and cry
    I beg the lord of death to stop this I CAN'T IT ANYMORE
    I just want to Get AWAY
    I just want to get AWAY
    Get Away from me
    Pain get away from me
    Away from my heart , my soul
    Everything I have ever owned, You've had your fun
    Just get away from me I can't take this anymore
    JUST AWAY
    The pain strikes again and again and again
    Until I am dead to this world
    If he keeps this up I will be
    That's it I scream in total pain
    I take my gun and shoot my head
    BANG!
    There Lord of death are you happy?!
    I am dead your work here in my body is done
    Just leave me here,
    You cannot make me suffer anymore
    You made me do suicide!
    I have No life No love No home
    My body lies on the floor of my house bleeding
    My brain couldn't take the pain nor could my heart
    I just wanted the pain to be away
    Instead it was me who was supposed to be
    AWAY