• I tremble at the thought of not seeing you. I cry at the thought of not knowing you. I care so deeply all I can think about is the great things. You care so deeply, you think only of the negative. Whether or not you want to remember, I've been there for the great, and the worst. I'm sorry I'm not there for you now. But your choice is beginning to become clear to me. I'm gonna try until I can try no more. That's all I can do. You think everything is negative. You don't realize that the best things in life are the things that are hard to achieve. I'm not going to be here forever, and eventually, I might actually give up. Because it's so hard to be there for someone who doesn't know what they want. Or just give up because stuff gets tough. I'm strong, and I'm here for myself. But I can't help I love you so deeply that it makes me hurt, especially just thinking of your smile, your touch, or your laugh.