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Currently listening to: What Drives The Weak - Shadows Fall

HA! I've been promoted from "lalala" to "la dee dah"! Beat that s**t you ********' ASSHOLES!

Lol, sorry about that; random outburst of.. well, randomness. So how's it goin'?!! I've reached my 800 song limit on Launchcast, so now I'm just listening to the music from my music videos. Buaha, can't ever run out of those. xD

Anyway, I'm posting to talk about.. nothing important, really. I'm just going to ranting about how I feel.

I HATE it when people think the world is over just for some small little thing. Take my one popular friend, for example. She's so used to getting her way that a little thing like not getting invited to a party made her feel bad. She started complaining about how "oh I have so many friends that don't care about me". HELLO?! You're one of the most popular people I know! On Valentine's Day (or whatever), you got the MOST Candy-Grams in our whole ******** class! Just because she wasn't invited to one ******** party, she's all like "everyone hates me". NOT EVERYBODY HATES YOU! I might, but I'm not everybody, now am I? NEXT VICTIM!
I have another friend who's also depressed because of some things. Number 1: she's not invited to her really dear friend's birthday party for three years in a row. Well, that sucks a lot, really, it does. And I'm seriously not lying. But think about this: I was NEVER invited to her birthday party EVER! Nor was I invited to YOUR birthday party. In fact, the little circle's practically FORGOTTEN about me ever since I moved to a different Chinese school. I'm not invited to ANY parties; I don't even KNOW about them. During one summer, I was not invited to a SINGLE "meeting" the whole summer, okay? Now, you and your guy and friend troubles! BIG ******** DEAL! No one cares about it! Guys aren't worth your time (at least for now) and I concur with what Foamy says! Most peoples' lives are ruined just because of some significant other! If they make your life miserable, then just give it up completely! They're not worth your own life! Move on with it!
And that reminds me of something else! What's with this "distance" thing with everyone? Oh no! You live about 30 miles away, so we're not going to take the time and invite you to a party that everyone you know is going to! Well, s**t, you know that hurts, okay! How would you feel if one day you're on AIM, someone goes on, and they're like "OH WE'RE HAVING AN AWESOME PARTY WISH YOU WERE HERE!" And it's like, "Well, maybe I would've been there if you had ******** INVITED ME!" I don't get it! Am I really that unwanted that just because I live in some other city I'm not supposed to be invited to a party? And don't give me that "but you probably can't come" s**t. What if I could come? What then? Unless you really didn't want me there, then you can just say it in my face: "We hate you and we don't want you here." I don't mind. I don't care if you like me or not; that's your opinion, not mine. I have no right to make you feel how I feel. s**t.

I don't feel like rambling anymore, so I'm just gonna stop. I might continue tomorrow or somethin'. xD
Rambling goodness!

-Stephanee

Currently listening to: All Against All - The Haunted

[EDIT] Oh yeah, for all the people that I've mentioned (you know who you are), I don't really hate you or anything (though maybe sometimes), it just pisses me off how self-centered people are. I know I'm kinda like that right now, but that's probably because I'm a b***h anyway. (;