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Whoa. Heh. I never write in this, do I? Call me pathetic. rolleyes
Anyway.
I'm beginning to find myself being seen as "The Goofy Girl Who Doesn't Have Any Emotions, Only Jokes". What's up with that? And when I do have obvious emotions, they're... not exactly the kinds anyone wants to deal with. What am I trying to say here? I think I'm trying to tell people that even if I seem happy all the time when they're around me, it doesn't mean that's the whole "Me". Heck, at home, I'm like the Little Hellion that unfortunatly arrived wth a "POOF" on my family's shoulder. I roll my eyes, shout, groan, mumble foul thoughts under my breath, and slam doors. However, when I'm with friends... different story. I'm a bouncy little ball of comedic annoyance. Giggling, singing, frolicking, tickling, laughing and joking. Gawd I'm all smiles. It's like I have alternate lives: Funshine Care Bear by day, Lord Voldemort's daughter by night.
(hey! I see you smirking. You know I do. I'm a Harry Potter nerd. heart )
Also.
Since Niki can't take any more of my whining, I'll confess this the the World Wide Web: for me, having tons of friends all over the place is hard. I'm the kind of person that likes to stick to her guns (or friends. Same difference, right?). So since Shelb moved, things are tough. Shelby & me are still tight as a baby and his binky, though, don't get me wrong! But having lots of not-binky-tight friends in the area is hard. I need Shelb here so that we can walk together at recess without a huge crowd in tow... does that mean I'm antisocial? *well, Brooke, you are telling a computer all this rather than a friend...*
I'll leave this one-way conversation at that.
Signing off,
Me
 Miss_Mascara_Massacre · Wed May 02, 2007 @ 01:28am · 1 Comments |
