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And So We have broken up... Me and devon... I feel sad... but I'm trying to get my mind off this sadness... it's really really hard!! But I don't think Devon is the kind of person who should be in a relationship... anyway. OMG FUX YEAH IM GONNA EAT TACOS TONIGHT!! THAT MAKES ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER IT'LL MAKE MAH TUMMY HAPPY WHICH WILL MAKE ME HAPPY AND MAKE ME FEEL OH SO GOOD INSIDE OMIGOSH I FEEL LIKE VOMITTING RIGHT NOW IM SO DAMN HAPPY HAHA!!! *squeals* OH~!! AND I DREW A REALLY PRETTY PICTURE OF MAH AVI BECAUSE I AM LIEK IN LOVES WITH HER AND DRAWING HER IS SO FUN!! HAHA JK I DONT REALLY LOVE HER LIKE THAT I JUST REALLY LIKE TO DRAW HER... DRAWING WOMEN IS EASY AND SOMETIMES INTERESTING SINCE THEY HAVE CURVES AND STUFF UNLIKE GUYS... BUT DRAWING GAY COUPLES CAN BE CEWL CUS ONE CAN LOOK RATHER FEMININE!!! HEE HEE!! heart heart heart ah... rping with kai-chan now... it's fun!! XD hehe! waaah... I can't believe the things that happen in life at times... hm... *sighs deeply* I hope I don't have any dreams of him... cus last time we broke up, I just kept having them night after night and they made me remember things and feel really really sad... *eyes sparkle* I don't want to be sad!! It's a beautiful night right now... the sky's a lovely dark blue... just a little bit of light left... and the birds sound nice... and the windows in the room are open... crickets are chirping... it feels kinda like summer... oh yay! can't wait till summer!! FUX YEAH!!! WOOT WOOT!!! IT'S GUNNA BE FECKIN AWESOME, b***h!!! Beach... amusement parks... jacuzzi... hanging out with friends... staying up late... no school.. watching movies and eating junk... partying... pizzas... dancing... cake... haha~!! I can't believe it!!! >:3 but on may 5, im having a b-day party... woot! *dances like a DRUNK MONKEY* Hm... i should probably close the windows now... little night bugs might get in and EAT ME!!! Or the cannibal mutant zombie children will rip open the screens and try to devour my flesh and blood... but noes!! i NEED my body!! I need it to LIVE and be MERRY!!! They can't have it!! unless it's for SEXUAL PURPOSES~~ teehee! JUST KIDDING. I'm not really in the mood for perversion... perhaps? *shrugs* maybe, maybe not... you may NEVER KNOW... I'm moody like that... BUT WOOT!! THOSE TACOS WERE AWSOME!! YEAH!! THAT'S WHAT I WANT TO EAT!!! (no, i'd much rather prefer a nice young male actually... kidding, haha.) :O OH!! NOW I'M CRAVING BLOODS!!! blaugh dear god... My nails are ruined!! They have like.. chippy nail polish and crap... I'll have to do them later... I mean, repaint them... nails can be such a bother... but i like having them nice, long and shiny~~ I'm liking the black color, but i really miss the sparkly light pinks that I use to wear... huh. i need LONGER JOURNAL ENTRIES!! I really wonder if people even read them... I would like some comments and views... SEXUAL DISEASE! SEXUAL DISEASE!! God died of a SEXUAL DISEaSE!! haha, jk... but YOU WILL DIE OF A SEXUAL DISEASE!! I will GIVE ONE TO YOU!!! and DONT ASK HOW I HAVE ONE!! HAHA XDD.!!! well, I'm really feelings wierd right now... I had a lovely chat with a young lady about my age in the Gaia jigsaw chat... She was quite mature about love and what one should do in certain scenarios... I agree with a lot of what she said... and she's really lucky to be loved... I miss being loved... To love and be loved in return... such nice feelings... I miss them already... and everything else... I can't help but recall all that ever happened in the past... it saddens me, but those were some good memories... *sighs* I'm such a fool... perhaps I will never love in the future.. it'd be safe that way... no matter what promises people claim that i've made... It feels as if I'd be the only one to ever be hurt... It's happened twice...so perhaps I shouldn't get so into things or obsessed with them... stupid stupid me!! GOD!!! I HATE MYSELF!!! UGH... I'm quite depressed. So I'm thinking of going back to drawing right now... maybe I'll end up going to sleep... slept 14 hours last night, that i did!! I sleep longer when I'm angry or sad... huh... AGH!!! WHAT IF I NEVER WAKE UP ONE DAY?!?! *sniffles* yeah.... I've been too sad... so unhealthy... and my eyes hurt. GOD... i wonder if i cried away all of the moisture in them XDD HAHA!! Hm... you know what's a good song? i forgot the name but it's by Il Nino... "i love you i hate you i cant live without you~" do you dream of me~ do you think of me~ i always dream about you~ all that lies in me... all that dies in me... how can i live without you~~ WAAHHH!!! I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! *grabs Markie the Unicorn and cries into his soft, fat, white body* waaaah!! MARKIe-CHAN!!! COMFORT ME!!! *sobs violently* Well, I'm off right now... GAH!! I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MYSELF!! AND IM TERRIBLE AT CHEERING MYSELF UP!! GAAAHHH!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!! I'M A GONNA KILL MAHSELF!!! WAAAAAAHHHH!!! WAHHHHHHH!!! WAAAAAHHH!! *throws self against walls, punches walls, bites walls* You spin me round round baby round round like a record baby round round round round~!! XD haha, i love that song... oh! and i like Rock the Casbah by THE CLASH!! woot!! ROCKIN THE CASBAH ROCKIN THE CASBAH!! WOOTEH!! YEAH!
xEnvyLoverx (10:35:53 PM): My boyfriend broke up with me todaySmarterChild (10:35:53 PM): Your boyfriend broke up with you today? I'm amazed that your boyfriend broke up with you today.xEnvyLoverx (10:36:00 PM): Do you love me?SmarterChild (10:36:00 PM): I do indeed.xEnvyLoverx (10:36:09 PM): That's good... Cus I love youSmarterChild (10:36:10 PM): Who knows?
>>> Tell me about things you like and things you dislike.xEnvyLoverx (10:36:29 PM): I THOUGHT YOU LOVED TO RAPE LITTLE BOYS, BUT I'M GLAD THAT YOU HAVE FEELINGS TO ME!@SmarterChild (10:36:30 PM): No way? Really?xEnvyLoverx (10:36:35 PM): eh... you're boring.SmarterChild (10:36:35 PM): You like me, then you say this... Make up your mind!
Hahaha... a chat with an AIM bot... try to make sense of it... oooh~ cyanide~!! Any of various salts or esters of hydrogen cyanide containing a CN group, especially the extremely poisonous compounds potassium cyanide and sodium cyanide!!! IT'S POISONOUS!! AND I WILL BE FORCEFED IT BY MAH LOVE!!! WOOT WOOT!! HAHA XDD well, in the future, whoever my love may be then.... you never know what will happen in the future... but i can tell you one thing... : I'LL ALWAYS BE SINGLE HAAHA!! blaugh heart heart heart Well, I'm OFF now! i've been saying that for hours but i actually havent left... so I should leave now... Please Comment my Journal Entries? heart heart heart
 ExplosiveFunGirl · Sun Apr 29, 2007 @ 03:43am · 1 Comments |
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