Alright, here I am being bored and avoiding work, so I figured I would make a journal entry while being bored--and annoyed--on Gaia.
Sooooo much has been happening... in my mind rolleyes
I've been really bored and really tired lately but that's been good for me. Lots of writing. I've been conversing with my characters a lot lately and they seem to forgive me (because these characters are the ones I've been talking with for a few years now) for going away for a few weeks. They've come back in full blast making sure I write down every detail.
And what's astonished me is.........
Sooooo much has been happening... in my mind rolleyes
I've been really bored and really tired lately but that's been good for me. Lots of writing. I've been conversing with my characters a lot lately and they seem to forgive me (because these characters are the ones I've been talking with for a few years now) for going away for a few weeks. They've come back in full blast making sure I write down every detail.
And what's astonished me is.........
Why haven't I just written out the whole story yet?
I mean, its quite stupid just "preparing" for the final impact and exhausting myself this way when I could just simply write it all out and DO something with it. Of course, its not so simple as what people think.
"Oh yeah? I bet I could sit down and write a 300 page story in a day--perfect storyline and all."
That's fine for all you 300 pagers; mine is much longer than that. Much, much longer.
I've found my rough draft--for the most part--and I know what will happen--for the most part. So why is it I can't seem to bring myself to write the whole thing out and just end it? Pick up a sequel or finish out Lexi and Roxanne's story? Nooo~ instead I have to go and be a butthead and kill myself just to get to the finale. Annoying.
Don't you think it's annoying, too? You'll never be able to read my story that I've been pulling my hair out over (literally, I have. I've lost plenty days of sleep, eating, and tugging at my hair endlessly while devouring my pen (I have a chewing problem, just ask my Nintendo DS stylus). Ha, just like a real writer xD)
Although I don't really know if anyone would want to read my story... it would probably be really boring.
"Oh yeah? I bet I could sit down and write a 300 page story in a day--perfect storyline and all."
That's fine for all you 300 pagers; mine is much longer than that. Much, much longer.
I've found my rough draft--for the most part--and I know what will happen--for the most part. So why is it I can't seem to bring myself to write the whole thing out and just end it? Pick up a sequel or finish out Lexi and Roxanne's story? Nooo~ instead I have to go and be a butthead and kill myself just to get to the finale. Annoying.
Don't you think it's annoying, too? You'll never be able to read my story that I've been pulling my hair out over (literally, I have. I've lost plenty days of sleep, eating, and tugging at my hair endlessly while devouring my pen (I have a chewing problem, just ask my Nintendo DS stylus). Ha, just like a real writer xD)
Although I don't really know if anyone would want to read my story... it would probably be really boring.
.........UGH! HOW DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN?
I'm sorry, I always seem to babble on about my story. It's so annoying. I'm sorry, I'm sorry u.u
I hope someone actually took the time to read it though > 3>;;
Anyways. My head has been busy but my life has been, well, not busy. Boring. Plain.
I have a research paper that's a day over due (soon to be two and three and four and five days over due). I decided I would write about the Bermuda Triangle. I plan to sail the world anyway! xDDD
So anyways, I don't think there's much to say and I believe I've already said all there is to be said. Someone comment! DDD:<
I hope someone actually took the time to read it though > 3>;;
Anyways. My head has been busy but my life has been, well, not busy. Boring. Plain.
I have a research paper that's a day over due (soon to be two and three and four and five days over due). I decided I would write about the Bermuda Triangle. I plan to sail the world anyway! xDDD
So anyways, I don't think there's much to say and I believe I've already said all there is to be said. Someone comment! DDD:<
