I remember all the times, we said you'd love me forever.
Or when You said the Promise Ring didn't come off till I said I was done.
Or when I was to Only Love You.
Well, It's still the truth,
'Cept the first two, I killed your promise ring, I threw it, and it snapped,
Hope you're proud, Baby.
It gets scary when I dream about you,
I can't control myself, your name leaving my lips like a friggin' song.
Or when I see a building or something that has to do with your name, or something you enjoy, I cringe at the thought.
********' Hey There Delilah, Or Slide,
"I Wanna Wake Up Where You Are"
I do, I really do.
I wish I could be with you now, I wouldn't be broken hearted, cold, or upset,
I'd be so ********' perfect; It'd be suicide.
I don't know what or How I'm going to be without you,
I never thought I was going to love you,
The ways I decided you were my demand, then once I was able, I wanted to hide from you.
So,
I still think about the times where you didn't ever want to make me cry, ever.
Well, you failed at that.
I cry every night,
Every hour, Hoping you'd still say "Sam, You are the Kindest, Most Beautiful person to grace this Earth" or "I love you so much, more then you'll ever know."
I am to blame, I can tell.
If I wasn't, we'd never've been together, I'd still be a crushing fool, and you'd be telling me I treat you like heaven.
I really hate how I still love you,
Too Bad I'm going To Hell.
CHOKETRENDKILL · Sun Apr 22, 2007 @ 08:53am · 0 Comments
