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today was more productive than usual, Ken never called and im a little pissed bout that but s'ok...i actually am wondering about him, i don't know a whole lot bout him so im skeptical. Cody should be home today, im not too pissed at justy anymore. Ashley came over for a while and we all hung out. I sat on my roof with music blasting through the windows for like three hours of the day. It was during my time of staring into the abiss where i thought i wasnt thinking i can finally realize that i was thinking...i just didn't realize it. Im starting to think that Ken could not be the best thing for me...i have to figure things out...ive decided that i have to flow with life, instead of forcing the world to bend the exact way i want it to.