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Hey everyone! Hope you are having a Happy Easter! Not alot has been going on in my life, but its not like anyone cares because I NEVER get comments on anything. gonk I dont know why...
I cannot really think of anything worth talking about. I havent talked to Blade in almost a week. I hope that he is doing ok because he had been having some problems.
I finally got a kitty for my avi. I had been working on saving to get one...then this REALLY SEXY guy on GAIA gave me his letter so that i could get the kitty. That guy is TOTALLY awesome...I love him to death. wink
I havent been doing to well lately. Very odd actually. I have been sleep walking alot, having strange dreams, halluncinating, and hearing things that arent there. I am forgetting (ok I know I forget anyways, but worse than usual), and I cant think alot of the times. I have been really moody and emotional too. (NO ITS NOT THAT TIME OF THE MONTH! EVERYONE QUIT THINKING THAT!) I have also just been crying for no reason...I guess maybe I am bipolar, I know I have depression.
Atleast I dont have to deal with school. I am on Spring Break and so far it hasnt been to well. Gem finally got to come over today and I am glad. So YAY! 65 more days until June 1. I am really so excited about going to Texas with Gem. I get to see Kain and Blade. I am also going to prom next month, I am going with Gem (As friends...duh)...and thats gonna be cool. I have my dress and everything!
I hate having this feeling of love but I cannot like...get it out. I know I love someone and I want to talk to them about it but they never seem to want to so I just back away and leave things alone because I dont want to be in the way of anything. Oh well...looks like my heart will just be...quiet?
Oh well...nothing that I can do at all. I have to get going though. I want to watch this movie. Have a great day!
~Midajah <><
 Midajah_Hardy · Sun Mar 27, 2005 @ 09:19pm · 3 Comments |
