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People like Joy are the reason the world needs drugs.
Today, on the way to work, I asked Robert to take Tyler with him to pick me up, right? Cause I got like a thirty minute drive of listening to them talk, b***h at me, or listen to music. I got tired of all those three, some faster than others, and decided 'hey, why can't he come to talk to me', ya know?
Well, I asked Robert and JOY flat out said no. She said I'm acting like that guy from the Peanuts show, Lynol with his blanket. ********. Joy acts like she's ******** attached to Roberts hip.
"I HAVE TO TAKE A s**t" "I WANNA GO TOO"
I'm so ******** tired of her a**. I need drugs to deal with her or I need her out of my mother ******** life. If I can't get one of those I WILL be the cause of her death. I'll stab a ******** knife in to her god damn heart, and the jail time will so be worth it. I'll be smiling the entire ******** time.

Kay, this was just a rant to show how pissed off I am and take it out on no one, since no one reads this anyway, instead of others.

All in all. I'm upset, I feel like crying because I'm a little b***h, and I'm pissed off as ********.

Then, ya know, she had the NERVE to say "have a good day" my response was "******** you" and i got out of the car. She'll see. Next time she wants something I'll laugh and tell her to ******** off and that I don't feel like it and that it's HER s**t so SHE can fix it.

I know why she's really pissed off. Last night my brother called and asked if he wanted to do anything. I said no because me and Tyler were already going to Blockbuster and to get dinner. He asked if he could go. Kay, listen to this, I get up at 5:30 and get home at 6. That leaves barely 4 hours to spend with the guy that came here all the way down from Washington to see me. Ryan only wants to spend time with me when he's bored and has no other bitches to hang out with. Then he's all ******** up and makes me all upset because he calls me all sorts of names like "Fat b***h" and random s**t like that. No wonder I have low self esteem, right? Well, anyway, I said no and he told me to ******** off. Then called MOMMY and bitched because I wouldn't let him go. THATS why Joy wont let Tyler come. Because I want to spend more time with him than my abusive, druggie, ******** up half brother.

This was longer than I thought, but I do feel a little better.
******** Joy.
******** Robert.
******** Ryan.
******** everyone who's offended by this.

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