Hey readers!!
My feelings for my semi-maybe-kinda-sorta crush has finally lost itz fire. I'm beginning to see him for what he really is. Itz disappointing but at last I am free from the torment.
He's a great guy, don't get me wrong, but he's not for me. He's funny and athletic and nice...but I need more than that. I don't have a chance anyway and I'm not going to devote the rest of my year to some guy who will never even consider me. I don't deserve that.
I want a guy who challenges me, intellectually and/or physically. I want him to shock me, amaze me, fight me, love me. I want to be able to show all my true colors without having to worry about how he feels. I wanna guy who gives spontaneous kisses, unnecessary gifts and random messages. And at the same time, I want him to be free, to go out with friends and not worry to much about me. I really wish that a guy like that was out there...
This may shock sum ppl that I know on Gaia, especially KATHX3 and CEBATARY and KIMERALD. So buck-up and hold on to your seats.........
NEWS
I may be developing feelings for someone else!!! OMG OMG OMG!!
I won't say it online but here are the suspects!!
1. Dylan S. : Annoying, weird and kinda heartless. He's pretty kool tho and a good friend. He makes me laugh and I can count on him if I need to tho he can be unbearabling forgetful. Could he be next in line?
2. Daniel Del Rosario : Annoying (a common trait), smart and a smartass. He's a cocky son of a gun but he can be fun to talk to. I actually spent 2 and a half whole hours talking to him and never ran out of things to say. We don't really hang out at school but...could he have stolen my heart?
3. Jacob B : Funny, popular and athletic. He makes me laugh every time we talk and even though he can be a little scary, he's pretty harmless. He has this...charm, i guess, that kinda lures you in. Plus, I love him eyes!! Could he be my Romeo?
Who could it be?!
Itz your guess!! Bur remember!! I'm not going to chase him like a lovesick fool. And I'm not going to put myself out there to get hurt. I won't let myself cry over some guy who'll just hurt me in the end. I'll wait for as long as it takes. But I won't hand myself over without a fight!!
Loveless in LA,
RunawayAngel
the cheese to my macaroni Community Member 
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