I think I have been getting insanely selfish lately, which is disgusting now that I look at myself. I take things seriously and I hurt people with words I don't realize I am speaking. I make false asumptions and in doing it, make worse errors still.
I speak before I think. A more grevious error still, and even something like that causes unspeakable pain to people that I would never want to hurt. How then, do I rectify this without makeing things worse?
Do I leave this place, where I have had so much fun for well over a year? I don't want to.. which could very well just be greed speaking again.
Do I stop getting the breedables I so adore rping? That too would make me sad. I do adore them for a reason.
I don't know what to do now.
Steal · Sun Mar 27, 2005 @ 04:57am · 3 Comments |