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today is the Day of Silence to raise awareness of the discrimination of gays, lesbians, transgender and bi-sexuals. Im not to utter a word so im using sign language and other means to help me speak. Although im the only person in my family who knows even a little sign language. Yay for karate tonight, this house sucks, i have 4 and a half hours til karate....i haven't talked to Ken in the longest time and i think justy is pissed off at me. I dyed my hair yesterday so now its a dark brown/black. I like it but my main fear is the reactions of everyone, especially Ken... but i no longer look like my sisters so that is my goal and my reason...and i know longer remind my mom or anybody of my real dad...at least not in appearance really. He sent us a letter...he doesn't even know how to spell my name, he spelt it Chystal and last time he sent a letter he spelt it Christal. Hes extremely bad at spelling and claims to be a "born again Christrian and is following Jesus and has turned his life around. hell no im gunna believe that and i never want to see the b*****d...I want to escape...I want out of this place, i want to forget all this s**t thats been happening and make everything better... i miss the simplexity.