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calling yourself a loser everyday cant be good for the psyce can it?
sometimes i feel i was only put on this earth to please others.
the only reason i was born was to please my brother.
if not. nothing would have happened...

my ortho dontist is such a perfectionist. its horrid. hes stuck a rubber band in the middle on my smile. i loathe it. my insecuritys are slowly growing...please...
i soupose i could resolve to not talk for the rest of the year...my next appointment.
i soupose i wont be having a mate anytime soon, there was one. he was quite sweet and he dindnt want me to leave when i have to...always looking for me in the hallways, making sure i got his greeting, he dint even know my name when we met. he asked kim for it. i guess its no big deal....
im really hating this.
and someone mentioned to me since my last name was x-ten
x is also roman numeral for 10.
ten is also 10
10-10=0
so he told me that now he'll call me zero. i wish hed just leave me alone. i try not to talk to him but its as if he seeks me out.
i dont want to attened school anymore. i want to be left alone.