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Hey its me again stare
Im not feeling 2 well today... My mom left and is in toronto and my dad isnt doin to well. My brothers hate me and im trying to bring my grade up after coming back from a month long vacation.
those of u who no what its like to go away 4 a month and be in highschool HELL twisted
what happened to the smart A avrage private school girl. cry i dont no anymore cry
sometimes i just feel like... i dont no anymore.
i though i new what i was doing in life but now im not sure. whats goin on in my life?? the only nice grandmother i had is dead. her husband my gradfather is to out of it to care what the rest of us think.
My other grandmother beat me 4 just about 11 years of my life (im 14)
and my grandfather the only one who could stop it was either ok with it or 2 out of it to care that we were screamin in pain.
she didnt care were she hit me either. anywere she could get. one time the belt hit me in the face!
I cant take this much longer. My mom and dad cant stand eachother but the have disided not to divorce cause the fell that my bros and i would be to "torn apart"
what kinda s**t is that! were alredy torn apart cause ur fighting about the stupidest things! i just wish they would cause it would be a hell of a hole lot easier on the rest of us...
Im sorry people who have gotten this far down. i just needed to spill my guts. thanks 4 reading! ...
 suiryoku · Sun Apr 15, 2007 @ 03:55am · 0 Comments |
