okay today has to be the worst day in a long time.. i woke up with a head ache.. got into fights with both my parents.. had thoughts all day of how i am screwing up everything with my friends.. how i screwed up my relationship.. and then i come online.. am getting along fine with my ex.. but then the one friend i am close to.. he needed help with gaia so i tried to help but it seemed like he was hesistant to talk to me.. to even let me help him.. i dunno .. he just seems like he hates me now.. it actually made me cry to think a friend i was that close to would just want to not talk to me anymore.. whatever i did i probably deserved it.. but it still made me sad.. but .. i don't remember doing anything.. i barely talk to him.. and sometimes i think he likes it that way
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