Dreams.....
Why do we dream?
What is the significance of one's dreams?
Why is it that mine have been growing progressively worse and worse?
I'm starting to become scared.
Most of my dreams come to me for a reason. Most of the time they are warnings, or i experience daja vu through out the day because i've "seen" things before. Dreaming is a normal thing for me, but now i'm starting to become scared.
....Two dreams of me either being in a car accident, or driving passed a major one where a woman waiting to be married, probably ended up bleeding to death based on the injuries i saw her with in the dream.
And then there was the one from last night.....*closes eyes and shudders* I was scared, i woke up crying. I rolled over and reached out next to me, because in the fog that was my subconcious, Chris would be there, even though i had driven him home several hours before. And even though i knew the other half of my bed would be empty i still searched for someone in the room. And once i realised no one was there, not even my cat i began crying. I was scared and i don't know why. I found myself hiding under my blankets because i was afraid that there was something that i couldn't see in my room that was going to get me if i moved from my bed.
Eventually i got up, still crying, moved out to the living room and called up a friend of mine because she was the only person who's cell phone number i could think of at the time, who aslo wouldn't freak out that i was calling her at 5am.
I'm doing alright now, i guess....just trying not to think back on the images still trying to bombard me....
*closes eyes*
