God. I'm so angry right now.
Blaze called me on the phone a few minutes ago, asking me if I wanted to go on a bike ride.
So then I say yes, then tell my mom.
So at first she's like: Neyaa I don't like you riding your bike alone.
It was just to the [******** school.
And she knew that, too.
Then she finally says okay, and I tell Blaze then hang up the phone.
Well, as I'm looking in the mirror, about ready to get my bike from the garage, my mom says: Actually, no. You can't go. We're making dinner soon and it's going to be dark in about thirty minutes.
So then I had to call Blaze back and tell him this.
Then we hung up.
A bit later I found out we're having burrito crap for dinner, something she knows I hate.
And now, about thirty minutes later, the sun is still in the sky, in fact, it's not even showing the light of sunset.
I hate my mom. So. Bad.
She's so stupid! D:<
It's like no one knows how to [******** think here.
I am so sick of being stuck in this [******** house just because my mom never lets me go anywhere.
If I tell her I'm going to the mall with friends, but there's not going to be an adult with us, she says no.
WHAT THE HELL DOES SHE THINK I'M GOING TO DO? DDDDDDD:<
OR WHAT, DOES SHE REALLY THINK SOME WEIRD GUY WOULD TRY TO TAKE ME OR SOMETHING? GOD.
I AM FOURTEEN YEARS OLD. FOURTEEN GOD DAMN IT. AND YOU STILL INSIST ON PROTECTING ME FROM THE WORLD.
I HATE THIS.
DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:<
I'm not like my brother, who is just like my mom.
See, my brother can't even make his own decisions.
And my mom.. She is just this ginormous shield.
She thinks she's so cool. So does my brother. When really, Chris has only like two friends. And my mom? Yeah. People make fun of the van we drive because of what she put on it that she thought was cool, but is really, in other's opinions, gay.
I tell her this. Then she gets all upset. Well. It's seriously your own fault.
It really is.
Oh yeah.
Then just now. I heard my brother ask my mom if he could go on a walk.
She of course said yes.
She said: It's going to be getting dark in about an hour, so don't go too far.
[********]. If she would've just let me gone earlier, I would've been back by now.
God [******** DAMN IT.
Just shut up and leave me the Hell alone.
Just get out.
Now.
Get out of everything.
SoupRgirl · Mon Apr 02, 2007 @ 01:07am · 0 Comments
