hey im bored and dont know wut to do so ill just write in my interesting journal. blinded by fear, frozen by nervousness i await thee who thy loves and wonder if he has yet come to notice me standing in the shadows awaiting him.
people stare thinking that i dont care, but just because my eyes are closed and my heart is trying to heal does not mean i dont miss him. for he was my love the one who liked me for being myself didnt care if i was weird or hyper but loved me for being me.
my heart is sad, eveyone around me is gone, where are they? they're far far away i hear someone yell, how can that be? my good friend dead, i lay awake crying asking why them, why me, why now?
BTW: none of these are real so dont get any wrong ideas!
show_me_ucare · Fri Mar 30, 2007 @ 04:29am · 1 Comments |