
*sighs* Nothing seems right now......I screwed up....I screwed up majorly....I ruined it I know that I ruined it.... I ruined a great friendship and I'm really sorry.... *sits down and covers my eyes* I just know now that he'll never talk to me again and he probally won't ever even forgive me. Even if you don't read this or listen to me at school I want you to know that I'm really sorry for ignoring you, yelling at you, and letting this go on for to long.

*leans against a building and sighs again and uncovers my face* That isn't the only reason why I'm so sad lately...I just realized that something really bad is happening between me and someone that I love very much....and I really just want to say that I'll miss you very much and that I love you so so so so so so so so much and that'll never change.

*lays chin of knees* Well I guess that's all...I really don't know what else to say. *eyes tear up* I...I...I...I...don't know I just can't stand feeling this way anymore. *wipes eyes* I'm so so sorry...

*sighs* Well good bye now..*waves and stands up and walks away*