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lol i like this day it was good razz ballroom was fun lol omg luv this pic


o n freddy was so sweet he always holds my waist when we dance redface


I want to die or love, but i can't do either so I just cry and wait for the soonest to arrive and put me out of my misery before i force the easiest upon myself to shorten the pain that consumes me.

I wake up my heat is cold
i think i'm dead
i check joyfully
to dssaponment i'm still here
i go back to sleep hoping I"ll never wake up


Broken Heart, My Wings Are Dead, Torn Apart, When Will It End? Crying Soul, I've Lost My Way, Life So Cold, I've Gone Astray


Sumtimes when i say "im fine" i just want sumone to look at me in the eye and say "tell the truth"

Love can kill you, Inside and out...
Love will...Without doubt...
Love...a sweet surender...
to loose yourself...
for now...and forever...

A guy gave me wings and when i flew over a thousand feet high he took them away and said"hope you can float bi***"!

ILL BE THE KISS OF DEATH UPON UR WRETCHED LIPS.. ILL WATCH THE COLOR FADE FROM UR SKIN AS U TASTE THE POISON DARKNESS OF FOREVER! NOW LOOK INTO UR EYES.. N SEE UR FATE.

_all the nights of pain and torture were all for me
and i usually hide my scars well
but when people see
i still won't tell_

_the fallen angels have flown away
and that'll be me someday
with stolen wings and evil ways
straight south with keys to the pearly gates_

When I'm gone will you miss the way
I stroked your hair at night?
Will you miss the way I held your hand
And gripped your fingers tight

When I'm gone will you miss all
The little things we share?
The inside jokes and comfy nights
Will it be too much to bear?

When I'm gone will you miss how
I used to kiss your lips
The way I'd pull you close to me
With my hands upon your hips?

When I'm gone will you miss "us"
And the relationship we had?
All the memories we shared
Will you miss them like mad?

When I'm gone will you miss me
And the love we had together?
Cos you know I'll miss you just as much
And I'd wait for you forever ©


A poem co-written with my gorgeous fiance, Marcus x

It kills me to see your smile, and i cant smile backk.. It kills me to see your eyes butt can't LOOK in them... It kills me to see you looking at her and not me... Baby, at the end, they'll be nothing left of me//