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im praying that you see
i want you
i need you
but i wont beg
for your love and affection

i have too much pride
too many doubts
too many questions

and you have
too many that dote apon you
with lusting eyes
my offer is small in comparison
to all that attenntion

but oh how my heart sings to me
as it breaks in your presince

and so ill be your silent worshiper
your secret crush
and ill smile
when you look my way
and bite my tounge
as i choke back my tears
because that pain
is more bearable
than your regection
but at night
all i prey for
is your love and affection.....