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GOD YOU KNOW WHAT? I FRICKING GIVE UP! IM DONE WITH THIS CHARADE... IM DONE PRETENDING THAT IM OKAY WHEN CLEARLY IM NOT. SORRY EVERYBODY, THE THERAPY AND THE PILLS ARENT ******** WORKING!!! IM STILL AS DEPRESSED AS EVER AND ALL YOUR ATTEMPTS AT "HELPING" ME ARE JUST PROVING TO PISS ME OFF FURTHER. IM HERE TO REPORT THAT IM DONE PRETENDING EVERYTHING IS OKAY WHEN ITS NOT.... NOTHING IS OKAY... NOT WHEN IM LIKE THIS... why cant anyone see.... that everyday i wake up wanting to die.... and i go through this stupid meaningless life feeling dead... I'm just going through the motions right now.... there is no feeling in any of it.... i have to go.... thanks for wasting your ******** time.
heart Always,
::Blue Faerie::
 Blue Faerie · Tue Mar 15, 2005 @ 03:00pm · 0 Comments |
