As long as I can remember [and that wud be forever], I have NEVER had a successful relationship.
Ok, so we've gotten that fact across. Itz depressing, embarassin and a little aggravating [ok, alot]. Itz a fact that I must come into terms w/ before some gets hurt in the process [i.e. my crush's gf].
Ok...so let my tell u how Kathx3 said it went down. Well...here's the dialogue.
After Period 1:
Kathx3--"I think *****[<--me] likes you. Wud u go out w/ her?
DREAMboy--*smiles* "I already have a girlfriend." [yes, depressing.]
Kathx3--"Oh...will u think about it at least. I really think she does."
DREAMboy--"ok..."
DEPRESSING.
D-E-P-R-E-S-S-I-N-G. Owwie goes my heart, owwie.
So...long story short: No soy bien. [I am not good]
*sigh* I feel a bit song-ish...so read these lyric excerpts which tie in kinda with my topic!! I really like dis song. And this other song called "Girlfriend" by: Avril Lavigne.
"Forget You" by: LAX gurlz
Listen,
Let me say this face to face
before you walk away from me
listen up baby
We know things ain't gunna change
I love you but she’s in the way
where does that leave me? woahh
what a mess so wrapped up in you
and theres nobody else for me
in my heart I am so confused
but I keep telling myself..
"Girlfriend" by: Avril Lavigne
Hey Hey You You
I don't like your girlfriend
No way No way
I think you need a new one
Hey Hey You You
I could be your girlfriend
Hey Hey You You
I know that you like me
No way No way
You know, it's not a secret
Hey Hey You You
I want to be your girlfriend
Ah!!! Its over. Those were just excerpt that show my torn feelings over watz going on in my life!!!
And for those who want to know...I had a great time at the conference. I won the county-wide AVID contest. I swear to feaking god that I did. I'm soooo excited and I can't wait until tomorrrow. Well...not to talk to DREAMboy but to see all my friends. I only realize how much I LUV my friends when I spend a whole day away from them!!!
Special Shout Outs To...
1] Kathx3 [you rok!! thnx 4 going thru dat 4 me!!!]
2] Kimerald [4 keeping secrets!! U go, big butterfly!!!]
3] My brother, Dyl [I luv ya bro for not spilling the beans]
Extra Special Shout Outs To...
1] DREAMboy [not a real person just a nickname but I dunt need u. go ahead and go. Don't tell me all the things dat I really don't wanna know because it HURTZ.]
2] Danny H. [my bro's best friend. HATE U HATE U HATE U. rawr. LOL. Ok, i 4give u...NOT. rawr. hate hate hate.]
3] Josh B. [doy!! srry but i dunt like u like dat. ur a good friend tho and i hope we can stay friends. thnx]
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