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Blind and unwhole,
I stand bleeding, as I am pointless with no soul...
Self inflicted wounds, caught with a dull blade,
are to remain scars, reminders, of the poor decisions I once made...
Voiceless, meaningless, I scream madly!
Only the darkness replies, sadly...

Broken and unphased
I walk
but my soul has been sucked out of my mortal body
why do I deserve this
someone please explain

A shell, seemed to be made for abuse...
All I seem to draw from it, is use...
Crimson meaning spill from me...
Is that the single point?

Screamin loudly in my soul
My smile the hardest thing to hold
breaking bones
cause of abuse
Bring my a sign
To tell me it's over

I cry out in despair...
Loveless... That is what's there...
I need that one thing, to move on
to climb away from this deepening hole...

Loveless....do u truly want to live with love
My heart is empty I yearn for the gap to b filled
would u truly want it full

With something as endless as love, the hole would be filled...
In the time it took to find myself in this hole...
I could fill it in a moment's glance...
As I see you.

My feels strange
Staring into ur galant eyes
I feel full
rested
in love

The scars upon my arms, bear meaning now...
It is you.
The hole in my heart, is yearning now...
It is for you...

I once again have my soul
my reason in living is again fullfilled
please hold me and never let go

You ask to never let go...
I never have.
I've always been looking for you...
And now that I have you...
I always will

I stay in ur arms
Feeling full of life
ur strong arms
slide around my waist
I will never leave ur side
let alone
let go