just felt this way yesterday, something i had to write about yesterday, but im ok now all that crying made me feel ok now
crying all night till i could not cry no more i cried till i fell a sleep dreaming of nothing but a black world listining to my sad sad voice as everyone is a sleep and i alone crying feeling my heart breaking i wished for no tomorrow i wished i didnt feel this way i wished to be heald from someone and loved onced more my crying voice my broken heart shaterd to pieces as my body died i could not bare a life if not for love my tears would fall down my cheek my sad and lonely voice would cry out why. . .why do i feel this way? why. . .why can i have love? i just wished i wasnt stupid. . . my voice my tears would just cry all night i cried all night till i feel a sleep i did not dream that day but theres no suprise in that cuz i do not dream at all just felt a pain full sharp needle in my throught and my heart scattered to pieces in my body i thought i woukld not smile for the day but i did i forced a smile and lies in my thoughts and acted as if nothing had happend to me my life would just go on as if nothing had happen and i just smiled with a small tear runing down my cheek ,i smiled
SmiIe · Fri Mar 09, 2007 @ 09:07am · 1 Comments |