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Warning: Loooong rantage. XD

My week has been... dumb .-.

My classes are so easy, I end up wasting my entire day, then having to rush to catch up on things at night. Just.. bad use of time. I'm not exactly one to talk, but. I don't think a week of drawing circles and triangles and squares counts as' learning design'. I signed up for these classes to learn! I either feel like I'm ahead or behind in my art classes, never a nice medium.

Aaand yeah, just the normal annoying things happening at school. Jeremiah is all touchie feeliee... at first I thought he was just a dumb guy and couldn't take a hint. I dunno, maybe guys are a little slow. But I've asked a lot of my friends and they said it was obvious xD But like... I was sitting in a booth before school with about a foot of space by me. Jeremiah comes and sits RIGHT NEXT to me... I just froze and gave Emily (across the booth) this glare... I wouldn't have moved, but... neither would he. So I scooted faaar awaaayy. Get a hint, stupid booyyy. Me no likie!!! *reaches for something I'm holding* "LET ME SEE" "DX No!!" "Geez what a crabb!" NoI'mnotyou'rebeingrude =x

So anyway, I have my heart set on going to Clarke College. It just... feels right. I've visited a few times. I love the atmosphere.. Paula and I were walking around and saw a bunch of guys and they were talking about Captain Planet.. it just seems like my kinda place. It's small enough to be comfortable, but big enough to grow, ya know? My second choice would be Simpson. It's really nice, but just seems a little too 'formal' or something. It is nice, but.

I juustt really need to find some scholarships, and am having a terrible time. It's mostly my fault for putting it off for so long. I had no idea how hard it would be, and so now I've missed a lot of deadlines. But I only get 7.5 a year for academic scholarships... that leaves a good 15k a year to pay for still. My parents have saved a lot, but not enough for all 4 years by far. Soo I'm just really worried about that.

And in AP Studio Art, you submit portfolios to be judged. High score would mean 1) looks good on applications 2) scholarships? 3) jobs??? Yeah.. I would love to get a 4 or 5, but. I'm so far behind. I'm not used to being able to just go out and make whatever I want for art. So it's gonna be tough, but I'm trying to keep focused! Weesh me luck! ;B

Let's see, what else can I complain about. All of my friends are having relationship problems. And it's not like I didn't kinda -see- them coming, but I can't exactly help. It's a lot easier for me to make other people's lives better than for me to focus on my own life and problems (Though that's what gets me into these situations!!)

I'm sooo glad it's the weekend though. Just to rest a little bit. Get a decent night's sleep! <3 Though I'll probably stay up late and try to save for a house upgrade >_>;; Have some fun :3

Jonathan (old friend) is back for Spring Break, and he stopped by. Used to have a crush on my friend Paula, then on me, then back on her... (I was his 'rebound' ;'D) But now that he's got a girlfriend, he's a lot more mature and comfortable to be around. It was nice to talk to him again, even though he interrupted my 300 calorie DDR run. He probably got a smelly hug >_>;;;

AND I'm so happy. I said this last entry, but. Chyna and Alex are coming back. I just feel like our little 'group' has been falling apart. We never get together just for fun anymore - we're all too busy working or with other stuff after school. But now we'll have break, and be all back together. We'll have our MORPON- 5002 party. We'll have out boy/girl sleepovers in 'The Pit'. I can't waiitt <3

Okay, I could write in this all night, but yeah. If you're still reading this, you must be on drugs or something. I'm really sorry. xD I'll be up all night most likely, so talk to me, hm? x3 <33