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PheonixFlare
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Posted: Thu Mar 10, 2005 @ 07:26pm

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	wow, in like an hour i completely changed... Our whole society is based off of control... it's really sad how many things happen and we don't even realize it. Not to mention a lot of our world is based around faster paced, well... everything... I mean from school getting shortened to people no longer walking home really. That's why i like walking home, and why i stay after school 30 minutes just to walk home with noone else around. I like to think, i like to question and analyze everything in our world and society. it's fun... not to mentiuon the fact that most of our teenage population bases everything around dating and love.. ect. I mean, how many poeple can honoestly say, when they went out with someone they really knew all about that person. I mean, like what that person likes/dislikes... the person's reaction to certain things, the stories that person has told on their experiences. How often is it that we really know our friends... i mean i really try to get to know my friends better so i can understand them, this scares people a lot. the sad part is a ton of my friends just gop along with society and i could even name them... Josh, Kerry is somewhat, wow... so many names, and yet i really don't care to put them all... but yeah. josh fits in to the idea of dating is a necessity when your a teenager. Kerry... he seems to be changing, but parts of him still hang onto the old self. another person i know wants to have sex with their other, and they aren't even married. I feel like im one of the only people actually still fighting off society. I mean sure, manda won't date anyone unless she loves them... but, somehow it seems she won't be able to. And not to mention her and kerry are in a dispute because kerry kissed some girl, when he was dating spica, and then tried to not tell her. I say this seriously though, my friends mean so much to me... especially theese two cuz they are like my best friends... and right now i feel like im being torn into two... now i have to fix this, or else i will have to just leave them both alone, because i don't want to decide between friends... each of them has affected my life so much, whether they really know it or not. It goes for everyone i know, and all my friends... even my gaiin friends.

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Riyu-Gaigun-X
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Commented on: Fri Mar 11, 2005 @ 05:26pm


	Try not to think to hard on it, It can really break a guy down. Sometimes the best thing to do is let history take it's course. No matter how much you may want to change it or do something, the best decision more often then not is to leave it alone. This is not always the case, but i think things like these will work themselves over in little time at all. Also, why should manda be mad if she doesn't really want to be involved with kerry, sounds kinda stupid to me.

Commented on: Sun Mar 13, 2005 @ 04:45pm


	I sort of agree with Riyu. Sounds like you're growing up faster than the people around you. 3nodding

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Commented on: Tue Mar 15, 2005 @ 03:47am


	wow... i never write this much in my journal sweatdrop

Commented on: Fri Mar 18, 2005 @ 05:27am


	Interesting... On a number of levels I don't wish to state. It's hard but you just have to let things run their course, people will argue and have disputes and there is nothing that you can do about it. I can somewhat see why your other friend wants to have sex with his significant other, it's human nature and very few people can escape that. I have the same thing with my friends but I'm more subtle so they don't usually realise that I'm really trying to get to know them. It is really unfortunate that people have let society become so powerful that it controls every aspect of their lives, but at this point I guess it can't really be helped much. It would take a huge effort from many combined sources to change the way we are all forced into the predetermined molds society picks out for us. I really wish people could develop their own minds for once and think on their own, but I guess this is a bit too high of an expectation for the population today. I guess the reason I even bother with Gaia anymore is to find other people who refuse to just go along with what is expected of them and actually put forth an effort to understand things. Don't let Kerry get you down though, I'm sure the whole thing will clear up soon.

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