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He whispered cold lies into my ear while I slept, tainting me in my weakest hour. When I close my eyes, I can hear them, icy wind against my eardrum, and I can't help but wonder if they're true...


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ANGST: the pains of love?
Ah...I think the title explains wat this is going to be about. RAWR. Men. The millenium's greatest question of all:

Wat do we go now?

Ok, ok. So maybe it ISN'T the hardest question to answer but that all depends on how you look at it. To me, guys are the most complicated things I have ever come in contact with (but I luv'em anyway). To others, if Guys were a class, they'd get perfect scores. To the rest who had little to no experience with the opposite gender, well...can't say anything there, rite?

I was like that before. Naive and lovesick. *sigh* Those were the easy times when heartbreak lasted a week and then faded into the past. It's a little sad though, isn't it? You think you love a guy but at the end of the year, a part of you takes it back. My philosophy in love is this: "Girls were created to keep men under control. Lose control and you lose everything."

Anywayz...to my main point. You see, I am going to spend a WHOLE DAY (like it or not) with the one person I have been trying to separated myself from. I can't remember what I called him earlier so I'll call him Josh (real name). Anywayz...I wanna be his friend but not his friend Anywayz...he's sweet and all but my heart has been stolen by a certain guy...

Some of my friends from school are on Gaia and they'll just LUV to hear me describe HIM in full. My other friends who I met solely on Gaia are going to find him strangely intriguing. The rest of you...well...YEAH.

His name is *****. That's 5 letters. His last name is ********. That's 8 letters. He's really athletic and funny. He always makes me laugh and smile all the time. This guy of mine is very silly and kind of immature but in a fun way. He's kind of a girl player and a flirty. He's CUTE. HE'S HOTTIE HOT. LOL. I'm just a little hyper today.

There are sum other things I wanna say but those are private thoughts for private eyes. Sorry to cut the story short but here's a summery.

1] Guy I Like + ME = ?
2] Same Guy = mixed signals
3] ME = confoobled...
4] BF is a little mad a me...(maybe she like him too?)
5] I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CONFUSED.

I miss the days when boys were meanie fathead jerks. I miss the days when they ran away from cooties. I miss the days when holding hands didn't mean anything and meeting each others' parents was impossible to avoid. Ah...the days of childhood escape me...LOL. Maybe I don't miss it QUITE THAT MUCH. But those days were easier to manage, no?

Well...g2g.

------------MARIA, LA CHICA MUY INTELIGENTE------------




 
 
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