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you kno, ive always wondered what others think of me. funny? idiotic? stupid? weird? id love to know, its just i want to see how others think of me. i always kinda think of everything if u kno what i mean. i like to think what it would b like for me to be a certain character in a book, i wonder about death, i think about what i plan to say sometimes. i wonder about a lot of strange things. i think of what would happen if i chose to do this. i kno this is kinda said but i wonder if anyone would even cry at my funeral. i also think about what happens after i die. i mean i always feel like i talk to myself in my head, but once i die do i just.. i dont know. sometimes i feel as if i will be in my dead body thinking about nothing and going ladida sweatdrop what do other ppl think about? do they think such strange thoughts as my own? i feel as if i kno almost everything but being at school just makes me go question = cry heheh