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	Happiness + Depression=???????????
	Happiness + Depression=???????????


Hm.....been thinking a lot lately. I am happy. I do love Jake. I am happy. I do love Jake. I am happy. I do love Jake. Then why are my poems gloomy and depressing and full of blood? That...right there...is the question. They come from within me but I don't get it! gonk I just don't get it,......I am happy....I am very happy. I have great friends and a great person for me and and....GOD I HATE THIS! Why?!!?!?!?! WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!!!!!! All my poems turn from happy to sad to depressed to...BLOOD! Now that is deep sorrow and they are beautiful but I don't get that I can't.....write happiness except in my stories.....I blame RP! Even though I love it today me and my friend Shan's role play is always depressing and bloody but there are very cute and happy and humorous parts....so I don't get my poems. They are....odd. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy. I am happy.....aren't I? moon_neko_23 · Fri Feb 23, 2007 @ 09:59am · 3 Comments


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Love is like life...if you miss out on love...you miss out on life

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Ile-89
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Fri Feb 23, 2007 @ 02:53pm

Some soulsearching, heh. Don't rush the anser, it'll come on it own. It just takes time, nothing more...

moon_neko_23
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Fri Feb 23, 2007 @ 08:10pm

time in which i wish to know.....I want to know why,....if I am supposed to be so happy....why I sometimes feel so alone and depressed and just DEAD! *sighs* must be off....pep band tonight and I am practicing at Khrystynes house

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Fri Feb 23, 2007 @ 10:05pm

Well, we all have our own problems inside. You know i'm as happy as can be, this is about the happiest I have been in a long time, but even so, there are things, problems, issues that try to contradict my happiness. Those anti-happy feelings generated... i try to ignore them. I don't know if it's the same for you, but, i feel, that maybe, your sad and gloomy poems are a way to express those feelings in a way that isn't as bad as what they could be. Roleplaying is, well, roleplaying. Playing a role, hopefully that fits into that character, and doesn't reflect yourself too much razz

Just my thoughts.

/hugs, Jake

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