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Meh...M-E-H, MEH!
I simply write what I feel like, when I feel like it.
Lyrics
1.(Fallen) 2.(Anywhere But Home) N/A (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Going Under (Fallen/3:34)(Anywhere But Home/3:57) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/not on CD!)

Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming decieving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
*I'm going under*
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily
Defeated by you
Just when I thought I reached the bottom

Chorus: I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
Chorus.
Bridge: So go on and scream
Scream at me
I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe
I can't keep going under
Chorus.
Going under
I'm going under


2.(Fallen)10.(Anywhere But Home) N/A (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Bring Me To Life (Fallen/3:57)(Anywhere But Home/4:43) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/not on CD!)

How can you see into my eyes
Like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

Chorus:*Wake me up*
Wake me up inside
*I can't wake up*
Wake me up inside
*Save me*
Call my name and save me from the dark
*Wake me up*
Bid my blood to run
*I can't wake up*
Before I come undone
*Save me*
Save me from the nothing I've become

Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
Chorus.
Bring me to life
*I've been living a lie
there's nothing inside*
Bring me to life
Bridge: Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love
Darling
Only you are the life among the dead
*All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark
But you there in front of me*
I've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
*Without thought
Without a voice
Without a soul*
Don't let me die here
*There must be something more*
Bring me to life
Chorus.
Bring me to life
*I've been living a lie
there's nothing inside*
Bring me to life

3.(Fallen) 4.(Anywhere But Home) N/A (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Everybody's Fool (Fallen/3:15)(Anywhere But Home/3:40) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/not on CD!)

Perfect by nature
Icons of self-indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be
Have you no shame
Don't you see me
You know you've got everybody fooled
Look
Here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh
How we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she

Chorus: Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled

Bridge: Without the mask
Where will you hide
Can't find yourself
Lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
It
Chorus.
It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
And somehow now you're everybody's fool

4./12.(Fallen) 9.(Anywhere But Home) 4.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) My Immortal (Fallen/4:24) (Anywhere But Home/4:3 cool (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/4:2 cool

I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your prescence still lingers here, and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

Chorus: When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just to real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
Chorus.
Bridge: I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
Chorus.
oh,
Me, oh
Me, oh......

5.(Fallen) 1.(Anywhere But Home) N/A (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Haunted (Fallen/3:06) (Anywhere But Home/4:04) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/not on CD!)

Long lost words whisper slowly
To me
Still can't find what keeps me here
When all this time I've been so hollow
Inside
I know you're still there

Chorus: Watching me, wanting me, Ican feel you pull me down
Fearing you loving you, I won't let you pull me down

Hunting you, I can smell you
Alive
Your heart pounding in my head
Chorus2: Watching me, wanting me, I can feel you pull me down
Saving me, raping me
Watching me
I can feel you pull me down
I won't let you pull me down

6.(Fallen) 11.(Anywhere But Home) N/A (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Tourniquet (Fallen/4:3 cool (Anywhere But Home/4:17) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/not on CD!)

I tried to kill the pain, but only brought more
(So much more)
I lay dying, and I am pouring crimson regret
And betrayal
I'm dying
Praying
Bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?

Chorus: My God, my tourniquet
Return to me, salvation
My God, my tourniquet
Return to me salvation

Do you remember me?
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side?
Or will you forget me?
I'm dying
Praying
Bleeding
And screaming
Am I too lost to be saved?
Am I too lost?
Chorus.
(Return to me salvation)
I want to die
Chorus.
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ?
Tourniquet
My suicide
(My soon suicide)
(My soon suicide)

7.(Fallen) 12.(Anywhere But Home) 3.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1 *Alternate Lyrics*) Imaginary (Fallen/4:17) (Anywhere But Home/5:25) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/3:33)

Intro: Paper flowers.....
Paper flowers.....
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock
Screaming monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they're falling
Tell a story

Chorus: In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullabye
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Don't say I'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos-your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare
I built my own world to escape
Chorus.
Bridge: Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh, how I long for the deep-sleep dreaming
The Goddess of imaginary light
Chorus.
Intro.

Ultra Rare Traxx Version

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights
Oh, how I long for the deep-sleep dreaming
The Goddess of imaginary light
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullabye
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me
I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock
Screaming monsters calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops
As they're falling
Tell a story
If you need to leave the world you live in
Lay your head down and stay a while
Though you may not remember dreaming
Something waits for you to breathe again
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullabye
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

8.(Fallen) 3.(Anywhere But Home) N/A (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Taking Over Me (Fallen/3:49) (Anywhere But Home/3:57) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/not on CD!)

You don't remember me, but I remember you
I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you
But who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do...

Chorus: I believe in you
I'll give up everything just to find you
I have to be with you to live
To breathe
You're taking over me

Have you forgotten all I know
And all we had?
You saw me mourning my love for you
And touched my hand...
I knew you loved me then
Chorus.
I look in the mirror and see your face...
If I look deep enough...
So many things inside that are just like you are taking over...
Chorus.
Chorus.
You're taking over me
Taking over me

9.(Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) N/A (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Hello (Fallen/3:40) (Anywhere But Home/not on the CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/not on CD!)

Playground schoolbell rings
Again
Rainclouds come to play
Again
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello, I'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello
If I smile and don't
Believe
Soon, I know I'll wake
From this dream
Don't try to fix me I'm not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry
Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello, I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday

10. (Fallen) 6.(Anywhere But Home) N/A (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) My Last Breath (Fallen/4:07) (Anywhere But Home/3:53) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/not on CD!)

Hold on to me, love
You know I can't stay long
All I wanted to say was I love you and I'm not afraid
Oh,
Can you hear me?
Can you feel me in your arms?

Chorus: Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you?
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight

I'll miss the winter
A world of fragile things
Look for me in the white forest
Hiding in a hollow tree
(Come find me)
I know you hear me
I can taste it in your tears
Chorus.
Closing your eyes to dissappear
You pray your dreams will leave you here
But still you wake and know the truth
No one's there
Say goodnight
Don't be afraid
Calling me
Calling me as you fade to black
(Background: Say goodnight
Don't be afraid
Calling me
Calling me ...)
Simultaneously: Chorus.
Holding my last breath
Safe inside myself
Are all my thoughts of you?
Sweet raptured light
It ends here tonight
Holding my last breath...

11.(Fallen) 13.(Anywhere But Home) 2.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1*Removed Lyrics*) Whisper (Fallen/5:27) (Anywhere But Home/5:45) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/3:5 cool

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me into madness
I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away
If I will it all away

Chorus: Don't turn away
(Don't give into the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)

I'm frightened by what I see, but somehow I know that there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be blinded by tears
I can stop the pain if I will it all away
If I will it all away
Chorus.
Fallen angel at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me shall I give in
On my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet the end
Chorus.
Chorus.
Servatis a Periculum
Servatis a Maleficum

Ultra Rare Traxx Version

Catch me as I fall
Say you're here and it's all over now
Speaking to the atmosphere
No one's here and I fall into myself
This truth drives me into madness
I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away

Chorus: Don't turn away
(Don't give into the pain)
Don't try to hide
(Though they're screaming your name)
Don't close your eyes
(God knows what lies behind them)
Don't turn out the light
(Never sleep never die)

I'm frightened by what I see, but somehow I know that there's much more to come
Immobilized by my fear
And soon to be blinded by tears
I can stop the pain if I will it all away
Chorus.
Fallen angel at my feet
Whispered voices at my ear
Death before my eyes
Lying next to me I fear
She beckons me shall I give in
On my end shall I begin
Forsaking all I've fallen for I rise to meet the end
Chorus.
Chorus.

N/A (Fallen) 4.(Anywhere But Home) N/A (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Thoughtless (Fallen/not on the CD!) (Anywhere But Home/4:37) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/not on CD!)

All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless schemeing
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy
Down
Down
Down
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me
Come on
Gonna put you on the
Ground
Ground
Ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny, what the f*** do you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying while you're bloody in the front of me

Chorus: All all my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless schemeing
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming

Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you
Smiling at you
Drown
Drown
Drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger
And you're
Down
Down
Down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny, what the f*** do you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying while you're bloody in the front of me
Chorus.
All my friends are gone
They died
They all screamed and cried
I'm gonna take you down (X4)
Chorus.
Chorus.

N/A (Fallen) 7.(Anywhere But Home) N/A (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Farther Away (Fallen/not on the CD!) (Anywhere But Home/5:02) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/not on CD!)

I took their smiles and I made them mine
I sold my soul just to hide the light
And now I see what I really am
A thief
A whore
And a liar

Chorus: I run to you
[Far away from this town]
Call out your name
[Giving up giving in]
I see you there
[Still you are]
Farther away

I'm numb to you
Numb and deaf and blind
You give me all but the reason why
I reach but I feel only air at night
Not you
Not love
Just nothing
Chorus.
Try to forget you
But without you
I feel nothing
Don't leave me here
By myself
I can't breathe
Chorus.
Chorus.
Farther away (X5)

N/A (Fallen) 8.(Anywhere But Home) N/A (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Breathe No More (Fallen/not on the CD!) (Anywhere But Home/3:33) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/not on CD!)

I have been looking in a mirror
For so long
From that I've come to believe my soul's on the other side
All the little pieces falling shatter
Shards of me too sharp to put back together
Too small to matter
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces
If I try to touch her
And I bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe no more
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirit's well
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child
Oh, lie to me, convince me that I've been sick forever
And all of this will make sense when I get better
But I know the difference
Between myself and my reflection
I just can't help but to wonder
Which one of us do you love?
So I bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe no...
Bleed
I bleed
And I breathe
I breathe
I breathe
I breathe no more

N/A (Fallen) 14.(Anywhere But Home) N/A (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Missing (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/4:16) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/not on CD!)

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And bareley concious you'll say to no one
"Isn't something missing?"
You won't cry for my abscence I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Chorus: Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I died to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
"Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?"
Chorus.
And if I bleed, I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I died to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 1.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Origin (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/0:32)

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N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 5.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Where Will You Go (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/3:49)

You're too important for anyone
You play the role of all you long to be
But I, I know who you really are
You're the one who cries when you're alone
But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
You can't escape
You think that I can't see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You're left to face yourself alone
But where will you go
[Where will you go]
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
[I realize]
But you can't abandon everyone
You can't escape
You don't want to escape
I am so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone
I can hear you in a whisper but you can't even hear me screaming....
Where will you go
[Where will you go]
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape the truth
I realize you're afraid
[I realize]
But you can't reject the whole world
You can't escape
You won't escape
You can't escape
You don't want to escape

N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 6.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Field of Innocence (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/5:15)

I still remember the world from the eyes of a child
Slowly those feelings were clouded by what I know now
Where has my heart gone?
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh, I, I want to go back to
Believeing in everything and knowing nothing at all
I still remember the sun
Always warm on my back
Somehow it seems colder now
Where has my heart gone?
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
Oh, I, I want to go back to
Believeing in everything
Where has my heart gone?
An uneven trade for the real world
Oh, I, I want to go back to
Believeing in everything
Oh, where, where has my heart gone?
Trapped in the eyes of a stranger
Oh, I, I want to go back to
Believeing in everything
(I still remember...)

N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 7.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Even In Death (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/4:10)

Give me a reason to belive that you're gone
I see your shadow
So I know they're all wrong
Moonlight on the soft brown earth, it leads me to where you lay
They took you away from me but now I'm taking you home

Chorus: I will stay forever here with you
My love
The softly spoken words you gave me
Even in death our love goes on

Some say I'm crazy for my love
Oh, my love
But no bonds can hold me from your side
Oh, my love
They don't know you can't leave me
They don't hear you singing to me
Chorus.
And I can't love you anymore than I do, oh
Chorus.
And I can't love you anymore than I do, oh

N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 8.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Anywhere (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/6:04)

Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
And dear my love haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
And that sweet night you are my own
Take my hand
We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning's light
We'll be halfway to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name
I have dreampt of a place for you and I
No one knows who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreampt so long, I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there
We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning's light
We'll be halfway to anywhere
Where no one needs a reason
Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you
Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you now
We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning's light
We'll be halfway to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name

N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 9.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Lies (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/3:51)

Bound at every limb by my shackles of fear
Sealed with lies through so many tears
Lost from within, pursuing the end
I fight for the chance to be lied to again

You will never be strong enough
You will never be good enough
You were never conceived in love
You are my rising star

Chorus:
They'll never see
I'll never be
I'll struggle on and on to feed this hunger
Burning deep inside of me

But through my tears breaks a blinding light
Birthing a dawn to this endless night
Arms outstretched, awaiting me
An open embrace upon a bleeding tree
Rest in me and I'll comfort you
I have lived and I died for you
Abide in me and I vow to you
I will never forsake you
Chorus.
Chorus.
Rest in me I'll comfort you
I am this I died for you
Abide in me
I vow to you
I will never forsake you
Chorus.

N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 10.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Away From Me (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/3:30)

I hold my breath as this life starts to take it's toll
I hide behind a smile
As this perfect plan unfolds
But oh, God I feel I've been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved
And I,

Chorus: I have woken now
To find myself in the shadows of all I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
(Away from this place I've made)
Won't you take me away from me

Crawling through this world, as disease flows through my veins
I look into myself
But my own heart has been changed
I can't go on like this
I loathe all I've become
Chorus.
Lost in a dying world I reach for something more
I have grown so weary of this lie I live
I have woken now
To find myself in the shadows of all I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
I, I have woken now
To find myself
I am lost in the shadows on my own
I'm longing to be lost in you
Away from me

N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 11.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Unknown Track (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/7:24)

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N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 12.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Solitude (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/5:4 cool

How many times have you told me you love her
As many times as I wanted to tell you the truth
How long have I stood here beside you
I live through you
You look through me
Ooh, solitude
Still with me is only you
Ooh, solitude
I can't stay away from you
How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me
Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true
Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night
Your secret in my heart
Who could it be
Ooh, Can't you see
All along it was me
How can you be so blind
As to see right through me
And Ooh, Solitude,
Still with me is only you
Ooh, Solitude,
I can't stay away from you
And Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true

N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 13.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Exodus (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/3:07)

My black backpack's stuffed with broken dreams
20 bucks should get me through the week
Never said a word of discontentment
Fought it a thousand times but now I'm leaving home

Chorus: Here in the shadows
I'm safe
I'm free
I've no where else to go
but
I cannot stay where I don't belong

2 months pass by and it's getting cold
I know I'm not lost I'm just alone
But I won't cry
I won't give up
I can't go back now
Waking up is knowing who you really are
Chorus.
In the shadows
I'm safe
I'm free
I've no where else to go
but
I cannot stay here, oh
Show me the shadow where true meaning lies
So much more dismay in empty eyes

N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 14.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) So Close (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/4:30)


I've spent so much time
Throwing rocks at your window
That I never even knocked
On the front door

I walk by statues
Never even made one chip
But if I could leave a mark
On the monument of the heart
I just might lay myself down
For a little more than I had

The last day
The last day
The last day

Wait a time
To spare these lies we tell ourselves
These days have come and gone
But this time is sweeter than honey

N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 15.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Understanding (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/7:23)


"You hold the answer deep within your own mind
Consciously, you've forgotten it
That's the way the human mind works
Whenever something is too unpleasant
Too shameful for us to entertain, we reject it
(Can't wash it all away)
We erase it from our memory
(Can't wish it all away)
But the imprint is always there"
(Can't hope it all away)
(Can't cry it all away)

The pain that grips you
The fear that binds you
Releases life in me
In our mutual shame we hide our eyes
To blind them from the truth that finds a way for who we are

Please don't be afraid
When the darkness fades away
The dawn will break the silence screaming at our hearts
My love for you still grows
This I do for you
Before I try to fight the truth my final time

"We're supposed to try to be real
We feel alone when we're not together and that is real"

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away

Lying beside you
Listening to you breathe
The light that flows inside of you
Burns inside of me
Hold and speak to me
Of love without a sound
Tell me you will live through this
And I will die for you
Cast me not away
Say you'll be with me
For I know I cannot bear it all alone

"You're not alone, honey
Never, never"

Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
It just won't fade away

Can't wash it all away
Can't wish it all away
Can't cry it all away
Can't scratch it all away

Can't fight it all away
Can't hope it all away
Can't scream it all away
Oh, it all away
Oh, it all away

"But the imprint is always there
Nothing is ever really forgotten"

"God, please don't hate me
Because I'm dying too
Because I'm dying too
Because I'm dying too
Because I'm dying too"

"Because I'm dying too"

N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 16.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) The End (Outro) (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/2:01)

N/A

N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 17.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Give Unto Me (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/5:51)

I've been watching you from a distance
But distance sees through your disguise
All I want from you is your hurting
I want to heal you
I want to save you from the dark

Chorus: Give unto me your troubles
I'll endure your suffering
Place onto me your burden
I'll drink your deadly poison

Why should I care if they hurt you
Somehow it matters more to me
Than if I were hurting myself
Save you (save you)
I'll save you
Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Give unto me your troubles
I'll endure your suffering
Place onto me your burden
I'll drink your deadly...
Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Let it be the sun in your world of darkness
Chorus.
Give unto me all that frightens you
I'll have your nightmares for you
If you sleep soundly
Chorus
Fear not the flame of my love's candle
Let it be the sun in your world of darkness

N/A (Fallen) N/A (Anywhere But Home) 18.(Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1) Forgive Me (Fallen/not on CD!) (Anywhere But Home/not on CD!) (Ultra Rare Traxx VOL.1/3:01)

Can you forgive me again
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.
'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you


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  • User Comments: [4]
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    comment Valkyria45 · Community Member · Sat Jun 11, 2005 @ 11:39pm
    ^___^
    mrgreen
    YOU ROCK!!!

    comment Technicolor Sunshine · Community Member · Sun Jun 12, 2005 @ 03:20am
    Okay did you cut and paste.

    comment YunaxTidus · Community Member · Tue Jul 12, 2005 @ 03:40pm
    Nope, typed it all m'self! mrgreen

    comment Technicolor Sunshine · Community Member · Fri Jul 15, 2005 @ 04:03am
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