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im such a fool, here i am dreaming and letting myself wish for things instead of actually getting out there and making things happen. Yea, i am an adrenaline junkie, so how do i not get myself hurt but still feel alive? I sit too long and its like a trance, i think that i don't want to. I wish and fantasize and i hate it because when i come out of the dreams/fanatazes i feel dead like im not even a living being.