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ok..My birth day was last weekend on Feb 10th, an everyone remembered (almost) everyone remembered an even the peope at school who hate me remembered, an actully said something about it being my b-day (which dosnt mean it was a good thing about it..) but at least tey knew about it b4 they announced it.. anyway..the point im getting to is that my stupid dad ONCE AGAIN forgot it was my b-day.. an i just found out that when he still lived here with us (my parents are getting divorced.. but thats another story..) anyway.. i found out that he NEVER remembered my birth day..my mom would ALWAYS remind him..h never got me anything for my b-day..mom did an just said it was from him.. heh..shows how much they love me..i mean I think I'd rather my mom tell me that he always forgot an never got me anything then me just finding out now an hateing him evevn more.. but rigt now..i really dont care anymore.. it didnt suprise me when i found that out..i knew he never really loved me like he said he did.. i mean.. he never calls me an if he dose, its only to talk to my lil brother.. an he would always remeber my brothers b-day.. an ACTULLY BUY HIM SOMETHING!!.. an myothe 2 sisters in Kentucky (i love you both) he tries calling them more then he dose me.. i mean..heir pissed off at him too an he would rather call them then me.. my dsnt care what i do.. seriously.. he dosnt care WHAT i do (get the picture?) i could just jump in front of a god damn care for all he cares..
my mother says he only 'tries' to be a good dad so he dosnt get introuble with the law.. i mean i take Martal Arts an he never come to see if i get my next belt or not.. he only comes to hear me sing, so it dosnt make him a bad example for the judge..
one of my friends (not trying to be mean or anything) she would alway say stuf like "i havent talked to my dad since ......!", " He never calls! the last time he did was .....!" or.." OMG my dad called!"... i reall try not to say anything anymore.. i do say stuff i my head like.."At least he dose call to talk to you..". "at least he loves you an dose try to call".. an stuff like that.. my dad jus rather pend time with his werid GF the spnd it with me.. he'll talk, an play around with my bro..but not me. theres prob. some other stuff i can put..but im sure im boring anyone who is reading this..(if anyone is..)..so i'll just stop..