i feel....really sad. i would cry if i had any to spare. people say that i shouldnt be sad because i havent had a broken heart. But, i have. Not in love. when i was little, i was the kind of child you would see crying when i had to separate from my family for a trip. i would never let go of my moms hand and i would never let her out of my sight. how much do you think it would hurt you if your mom had an affair, and started to show signs of mental distress? and then, your father would blame everyhting on you. if you slept in, he would throw furniture on you, and itd cause bruises and cuts. also to mention, ive been teased about the way i look since forever. even as a 5 year old. now, im the girl in class thats just sitting in a corner and reading a book. but online, no one knows what i look like, so i can let myself out. i dont believe in love anymore either. to me, all the guys i know are the biggest egotistical and arrogant bastards in the world that deserve to go to hell, although i know a few who are very kind, and they know who they are. if u think im an idiot, how would you feel if your father chased you and your mom around the house attempting to kill you with a kitchen knife? ( we ran away from the house for awhile, so yea. im alive, sadly. and i do wish i were dead)
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