I am VERY AWARE that my last post that I recently deleted off the face of the EARTH 3nodding made me seem like a snotty, stuck-up witch. So...I DELETED IT!!! Plus, sum other stuff has come up.
Let me remake my "Guys In My Life List"....
1. My father <-- this man is very protective. if your a guy who likes me...TOO BAD. blaugh
2. DYL S. <-- my play-brother. he's nosy but he's still my bro and I heart him.
3. KEY <-- my crush. he's kind of a playboy but he's never broken a girl's heart. believe it or not, he's never broken up with a girl b4...
4. DYL J. <--my mommy's coworker's SON. (told u so, KATHX3!!!). dunt like him but he's in my life.
5. JOEY <-- mite be, probably not. i'm not sure. i have feelings 4 him but STILL....
6. JAKE <-- likes me but i'll only ever see him as a friend.
So here I go. 4 every1 who caught my last, recently deleted post....FORGET every you read!!!! I'm remaing it. I was drugged on luv so I couldn't think straight. Anywayz....I'm here to tell the real story.
Summary: girl meets guy. guy is romantic. girl gets 2 excited. loses her head. falls back down. now she's not sure anymore and is thinking that she's a spoiled, stuck-up, meany girl.
Today, Key who I've known SOOOOO much longer than JOEY said that he LIKES me. My feelings 4 him r so much deeper than the one's I have 4 Joey. I mean, I trust Joey and all but...STILL. I trust Key so much more. Plus, there aren't any weird silences between Key and me. (lol. i made a rhyme blaugh )
Now I'll defend Joey. He is VERY romantic. Now I'll switch. Sweet-talkers=heartbreak. BACK AGAIN: very sweet. OVER AGAIN: barely know him. THEN WE GO BACK: he likes you. OVER AGAIN: your CRUSH likes you.
Do you see why I'm torn. 2morrow is V-Day and it's MAKE OR BREAK. My heart tells me KEY but everyone else is saying JOEY. I want to follow my heart but then again...I DON'T. I'm so afraid that I'll just get hurt again. I'm afraid that I'll just end up crying when I should be smiling. I'm so, SO afraid. And I feel like the world is becoming too much....
I miss the days when I thought boys had cooties.... cry cry
There's nothing I can do for now. Tomorrow is my DOOM'S DAY. *sob*
I think I'll tell you about them in my next post... blaugh
Now 4 my friendlings!!! Kathx3....she likes this GUY named....!!!! lol. Nevermind. I just wanted to scare him. Her cousin Kimerald likes...!!!! Just kinding again. GO TO THEIR PROFILES AND COMMENT!!! TORTURE IT OUT OF THEM!!!! I'm kidding. I just wannted them to make a surprise appearance in here. LOL. Until next time....
the cheese to my macaroni Community Member 
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