i don't know, i just lost my boyfriend, we broke up becase he needs to focuse on his college work 'cause he's falling behind and now i find out that, my best friend is moving in the summer, all the way to kitchener... i feel like i;m dead this morning.
i'm against the whole emo is bad thing so i hate the use of the word. so what your emotional good for you!, it;s better than half the beggers out there.... but here i am , depressed out of my wits because of this. man i was;t this depressed when my friends moved to alberta, than that;s farther away than Jason will be crying
man i wish his parents wern't pricks.... i'd kidnap him and take him away, where he;d feel as if he belonged with people who cared about him and would never say mean things or anything, but i'm not ...well ... a typical angel i guess one ould say.
but i wish that there was something i could to to keep him here. he;'s ,y best friend after all, the only best friend i;ve had since my brother died a few years ago...
and now i just don't know what to do, i mean summer is like 4 months away and s**t but i;m still in pain, well shock, and quite frankly this was unexpected in such away that i ..i just couldn't.... i don't want him to leave, he's one of the few people who listens to me, sticks up for me, he's like a brother to me and i don't want to lose another one >.<
well bell's about to i'll continue this later
crying
love you all heart
 Xx bound Angel xX · Tue Feb 13, 2007 @ 02:36pm · 2 Comments |
