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ok, tomarrow's super-bowl sunday, and whoever's NOT awesome is rooting for the colts. we'll... most of them, actually...

Count

On

Losing

The

Super bowl

who are YOU rooting for???

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anyway. today, i went shopping for an outfit for the dance coming up on friday with laney, steph, and bri. i bought five pairs of earrings, two for when i get my ears pierced,a nd the other three for ally, paper-clip earrings. 4laugh . yea. so, when we're done shopping, and we're at steph's house, im like, i have these earrings now, but my ears arent pierced!
so, we make a suggestion: bri can pierce my ears! (her sister pierces stuff, so bri knows how.)
im getting exctied, nervous, and extremely unsure about the decision. steph goes out to get the ice, and i grab the needles i always keep in my purse (in case the motivation kicked in for me to actually pierce my ears) and bri starts marking the spot to pierce my ears on my ears.
i start numbing my ears with the icecubes, and im thinking about what my mom would say (or worse, do) when and if she finds out! (earlier,my mom said that i steph and i do anything wrong, and she hears about it, then im grounded for the rest of the year, and im not allowed to see steph anymore except for school). so, im having second thoughts. we hadnt had the needle out yet, and im saying stuff like: "im not so sure about this." "lets try a little later" stuff like that.

we ended up tossing the ice cubes in the sink, and putting the needles back in my purse.

ugh. my conscience [stupid] ALWAYS gets in the way!!!!!!!!! *frustrated look*

and, so! i said bri will be my new friend, and shell be invited over with steph one day, and OPPS!! i ran into a wall with nails sticking out of it, and it went right into my lobes!! oh noes! [insert LAWLS here]

i hate how restrictive my parents are. and how scared i am of them. i should be confident! courageous! disobediant!!! RRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWRRRSSS!!!