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What makes me different: I laugh too much, I am not as pretty as the girls who are "picked", I am labeled weird, I guess I have too many "weird yet funny" moments to be liked, and no person has no idea how much they touched my life. I don't know what it is about me. Maybe I have the opposite of a personality. It wards everyone off. I go my own way. I don't seem to light up anyone's day. I have my own style that sets me apart. I feel like I don't fit in. The world doesn't know what I have. I want someone to look at me and say, "She is unique in a good way, she has something rare. No one can compare to her unique personality. What makes her beautiful is how different she is." I don't understand. Maybe I am just different because I set myself apart. But then when I try to fit in, I seem to be set apart even more. Even the funniest moments, when I should be embarrassed, I laugh. Doesn't that show something? Maybe I am myself? I don't know. I just need some encouragement. I don't really know where I need to go, what I need to do to fit in. I don't know how I can fit in if some people don't make an effort to let me try. They already think they know me when, even if they are friends, they don't know all the sides of me.