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It is night,I'm cold.I can cover myself,but will it make me warmer?Warmer inside,to stop that neverending frost in my heart?I take a shower,and that's when I can breath.I sit and let the water drip from my face...and take me away.I lean against the wall of my room,hoping I can find the rest of my soul,how am I half here?I can feel part of me...gone,part of me still acheing for the rest.How can I walk past him,and still feel nothing,so emotionless,so empty.I never knew how much something you do can have such in impact,I didn't know that maybe,I might of hurt someone too.I love you so much....How long have I been waiting to say that...when we walked away from eachother..I knew it was the end of what had never begun,even though he smiled,even though I covered my eye's,it was over..that is why I told him "goodbye..."We are better of that way.